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2009-10-16T18:37:00.000+08:00

Life is precious, so are the people around you!

Very recently, a friend of mine passed away due to an accident on the roads. He used to be my ex-boyfriend for a short period when I was 13. I've only seen and heard of him from Facebook recently and now he's gone. I was initially quite shocked by the fact that someone I used to be close to is gone. Memories of him started flowing back and it was quite emotionally challenging for me, but I'm feeling better now. It's a really werid, sourish feeling, it's like eventhough I've not been close to him for the past 8 years, I feel the loss..

Rest In Peace Brian, May God be with you and I hope His love touches you, wherever you are.. I'll always remember your cute smile :)

People do take each other for granted and I feel that we should be constantly reminded that our family and friends are important people in our lives and we should treasure one another as much as we can!

Anyway... some great news.. The life that was lost marks the beginning of a new one!

My sister is expecting her THIRD and I pray hard that it's a baby girl!!

I wanna have a baby niece! :) I think I'll really dote on my niece if I have one :P Lots of cute and pinkish stuff!

I have a ton of things to do on my list, but as usual, I'm procrastinating... I MUST get rid of this bad habit and start! Recently, I've been hooked onto lots of dramas nowadays.. lol..

2009-08-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

Recently, I've been having the urge to start blogging once again!

I guess most people just love to type and share stories about their daily/recent life activities or just simply rant at a personal page of theirs to let their emotions out, happy or sad.

I've just came back from Cameron Highlands on Monday night, was there since Saturday, had a long car ride up to Genting before heading towards our main destination. It was a bumpy and dizzy ride for me up the winding road of Cameron Highlands, I guess it was because we took such a long tme to reach the top. Honestly, the place was not what I had originally pictured it in my mind. All along I thought that Cameron Highlands was a nice and cold place with a 'boh teh' plantation, a strawberry farm and some new country-themed villages. I had the image of a really clean-cut, quiet place on top of a mountain. :P haha..

When I reached, I was quite disappointed in fact, on the way up to our apartment, there were many mini villages with shops, lots of strawberry farms and such. There's even KFC, Mary Brown and other chapalang shops around. I didn't expect them to be like JB to have lots of shops around, my idea of Cameron Highlands has always been a really quiet place. Anyway, when we finally reached the apartment, I was quite fussy. Our unit was huge, however the place was old..

It has a master bedroom, 2 other rooms, a toilet and even a kitchen with all the furniture+utensils+cooking ware etc.. The view from the balcony was refreshing and soothing.. You can see the mountains, lots of trees and of course the beautiful clouds seem to be so near.

The main highlight was the cooling weather which you don't get in SG and of course the fun of plucking your own strawberries! :) The vegetables are realllllyy fresh, they have really sweet mini cherry tomatoes. Check our Facebook for the photos!

Anyway, I would like to share this with everyone who reads my post! (If there's even anyone.. :P)

TODAY'S WORD from Joel and Victoria

Every person, no matter how much faith they have or how good a person they are will face disappointments. It may be something simple like not getting that promotion you really hoped for, or not closing that big deal you worked so hard on. Maybe you didn't qualify for a house you really wanted. Or, it may be something more serious like a relationship not working out, the death of a loved one, or some kind of illness in your body. Whatever it may be, the reality is that we’re all going to suffer some setbacks. But I believe one of the main keys to overcoming disappointments is learning to let go of the past. The past weighs you down and holds you back.

If you feel "stuck" today, you may want to examine what you're holding on to. Be willing let go of the past by choosing forgiveness. Who hurt you? Who wronged you? Release it to God. Do you need to forgive yourself? Do you need to receive God's forgiveness? Make the choice today to let go of the past so that you can experience the bright future God has in store for you!

2008-10-06T16:53:00.003+08:00

I'm trying to study accounting now but I just can't get my butt sticked onto the chair! Can't help but use the computer.. heh..

I guess I'm quite far behind in my studies currently, due to the fact that I've been slacking, been watching 'One Piece' almost everyday :P It's a Japanese anime, it's really funny & cute.. haha.. I even bought their figurines at Kallang Leisure Park last Friday. Crazy me.. but they were on sale!

And also the fact that I've got plenty of packing to do in this small & squeezy room, everything's so messy. . . & I got to do the laundry as well otherwise someone will keep going on & on and I can't stand that!!

How I wish I had more than 24 hrs a day... who doesnt??

I've got an interview tmr after school at the DDB building which is quite near my place, gotta attend the graduation ceremony on Thursday and lug that gown there... yes, I've collected it already and it's long and oversized.. haha!

I've been listening to Jason Mraz's 'Im Yours' almost everyday.. haha... It seems like I heard 2 versions of it... I prefer the one there though: http://www.imeem.com/jasonmraz

Love the live version too! Love his voice, he looks good too.. heheh..

2008-09-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

I was just out awhile ago with my family, we were having dinner @ Vivo Sushi Tei & I got to see Baby Zachariah! :)

He looks so cute & lovely, words alone just can't describe how he looks!

Anyway, while we were in the car, it started pouring heavily suddenly, & i mean SUDDENLY!

Eventho the walkway's sheltered while walking up to my unit, the rain just couldnt stop blowing in to the corridors & I got wet..

This shows how unpredictable life is.

Lots of things running through my mind but I guess the best thing is to not think too much & just keep myself occupied!

Which is why I started looking for a part-time job! It's sortof essential to me since I have almost no source of income anymore & I can't tolerate that! haha. More likely no money for shopping.

Anyway, I would like to gain more working experience as well..

The pay for a part-timer isnt good but well, what to expect? I'm looking to work around 3 days a week so that I can have ample time to study.. a few hundred bucks per month is good enough already!

I received a call for one of the agencies, it's an asset management company & they're looking for a part timer to work in the afternoon in their compliance department. & the best thing is it's in Raffles Place right where my school is & it might be UBS! haha.. yes, I have a thing for UBS since I saw that $70k per month payslip while working in UOB sometime ago.

It'll be a good opportunity since it's related to what I'm studying & I think the card scanner thing to get access to the life lobbys is quite cool at One raffles quay. haha! Altho the bank may not be located there.

Another call I got today was from SingHealth (yes, I want to see all the young & handsome doctors!) It fully matches what I'm lookin for, 3 working days, 4 hour each & the pay is considerably reasonable. The location's near my place, it's near SGH at Outram Park.

I'm trying to push myself to do up a website to sell the jewellery my mum makes, supposed to do it for quite sometime already :P Hopefully it'll sell!

How I wish I have enough money to pay for everything, to even buy a house & own a car! haha... I feel so poor & pathetic! damn... & just last night I dreamt of striking 4D.. I even remember the number -.-", maybe it'll open tmr. hehe.. but I didnt buy! :P

Time to scout for a skin for the webbie! Will update here when it's up! Advertising's sucha headache...

2008-09-24T14:45:00.002+08:00

My blog is so dead, life is so boring!

I really wonder if anyone is reading this!

Well, anyway... the latest happenings...

A new addition to the family! :)

Baby Zachariah, my 2nd nephew and he spells adorable!

I can just sit and stare at him for a long time! He sleeps alot and he is just so cute!

I took lots of photos of him, just as i did when Luke was born. I think I have a collection of photos to give them when they grow up, from the 1st day they were born! hehe..

Looking at how painful my sis felt really makes me wonder when will be my turn, not so soon obviously, nobody even wants to marry me! haha..

A new baby always brings the family closer together!

However, it is also important not to neglect the other child & give him the attention he needs as well, he might feel left out since the attention is diverted to the new baby.

My mum seems to be biased towards Zach, always mentioning how cute & lovely he is as compared to the other. -.-" Oh well.

Will post some photos up when I get them transferred over to the com!

School is still the same.. never got to know anyone new yet.. it's good sitting alone, you won't get distracted during classes & u don't have to wait for anyone. haha...

2008-09-03T15:16:00.002+08:00

Stupid me.... I typed a relaly long post and accidentally pressed on some stupid button! and it's ALL GONE!! damn!

I was typing... It's Wednesday! And I got to know only 2 new friends so far.. don't really know much of them yet.. still a long way to go! [to know more ppl :D]

Gotta study more of Econs.. it's much more in-depth compared to the Econs I studied during my diploma.. Now it's all about drawing graphs!

I'm still not used to school life, it gets really boring during the weekdays after school when I'm all alone at home trying to study.. it seems that I have seriously MUCH more free time than I used to have in the past.. I'm supposed to do lotsa self-studying durng my free time, but here I am, blogging.. :D

I miss StarHub! Eventhough sometimes the work is boring and repetitive daily, I still miss it! The people, the environment & of course, the money! hahaha..

I've been having dreams at night of going back to work, and even clearing my email inbox! lol!
It should take me some time before I completely get used to my current life.. :)
Don't work complain, work also complain, humans are never satisfied aren't they? hehe, or maybe it's just me!

Anyway, Charmaine's wedding is like next week.. I also have a Graduation Ceremony to attend for my PSB diploma.. It'll be my first time wearing a graduation gown (you can view it here ->http://www.psb-academy.edu.sg/graduation/dresscode.php) & I won't exactly say I feel excited.. heh..

It'll prolly be the only time that I get to attend sucha thing since for my current UOL honours, the graduation ceremony will be in University of London in UK itself, unless I have the $ to fly over to attend la. Haha! or if I get sponsored (anyone?) :P

Time to go hit the books!

Will not be long before my next post! :D

2008-08-26T14:42:00.002+08:00

Yes, my blog is rusting!

Have been too lazy to update daily.. heh.. Lots of major events happened!

1) I left StarHub on 22nd August & I still miss them!! :(

They were so sweet, they bought a PSP for me as a farewell gift! And it's the the colour & series that I've always wanted! Blume Series in Pink (it's glittery pinnk!) Very nice & sweet :)

2) I officially started my full-time studies today!

Well, day 1 was okay I guess, kindof feels like Secondary school as it ends at 1pm and I see school kids in uniforms all around.

Gotta learn to be hardworking, I wanna get a first class honours, haha! Tough ehh... but it's not impossible!

Got to also try & get my butt out to the gym to lose some fats! Charmaine's wedding is like coming in less than a month (Oh no!) & I still AM FAT!!

Since I stopped work, I have no more reasons to not go to Amore! Crap..

Ookay, shall update more later or tmr! :D

Have a greattt day!!

2008-05-30T22:37:00.004+08:00

I HATE using this laptop, i accidentally closed my essay long post!!!! mailto:!@&%5E$&*!@%5E#^$&#

IT WAS SUPER LONG U KNOW...........DAMN!!!!!!!!

Now I have to restart everything.. ALL OVER AGAIN>>>>>

I was saying I've been procrastinating with blogging, I seem to have SO MUCH to blog yet I've been having alot of thoughts recently that blogging just so happens to be one of the things that slipped off my mind.

I've been spending a bomb during this month but I guess it's all worth it as it's the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! This is the only time of the year that you should spend when you can!! :)

I've been hooked onto the St. Ive's Apricot shower gel thanks to the John Little sale I went to at the Orchard branch. I was there the previous Sat with my sis and I went on a makeup/soap spree! The usual makeup brands like ZA, Canmake, Maybelline, L'oreal and lots more were having 20-40% discount off the items exluding another additional 20% discount off storewide! Cheap right?!

Anyway, I started using the Apricot shower gel and it smells so good that intially I felt like drinking the whole bottle down! Haha! I love those fruity smells... Last Friday I foound out that there was a food fair at the Expo and so I went down, I also received an email on the same day from my dear sis that there is a L'oreal sale at Expo too! So I went and it was actually the Robinsons' Anniversary sale! It was so darn cheap I tell you!

I now have 10 bottles of St Ive's Apricot shower gel + 3 bottles of Passion fruit, Strawberry & Papaya Body Shop shower gel at home :) I went shopping alone at Bugis after gym at Amore as I was waiting for Mr Ko.

I saw the 'Yes to Carrots' brand at the Robinsons' sale and called my sis immediately as I remember their stuffs were quite pricey and they usually can be found at Watsons. She used their facial cleanser and told me that it's really good.

They have 3 promotional packs: shower gel+moisturising body lotion+free face towel, facial cleanser+day cream+ free toiletries bag, and lastly the day dream+body butter. I bought the first two last Friday and tried them and it's really good! The facial cleanser leaves your face soft and supple and it doesn't leave that 'plastic-like' feeling which most soaps do. It's products are mainly made of carrots and pumpkins and other good stuff! I saw the same promo packs selling at Watsons for $23 and $34.90 but I bought them for $15 and $20.. what a steal!!

I even went back again today to stock up more!! hehe.. the sale's till 1st June so go get them while you still can! :)

Recently me and Martin received the long-awaited letter from SIM only to get rejected due to the full intakes. We felt like they were cheating our $53.50 application fee as the person told us that there were still vacancies in the courses we applied for. Martin had no reason to be rejected by the school as he is already an existing student of Uni of London and he was just applying to transfer to SIM from his current school into their Year 2. Ridiculous but it's okay, we found a better school to study the same course.

What other choice could be better to study accounting at other than at the Singapore Accounting Academy? haha! It's actually by the Institute of Certified Public Accounts in Singapore (ICPAS) and they have a history long way back.. They used to only offer ACCA to become a CPA(Certified Public Accountant) and the ICPAS but last year they started the University of London Honours Degree programs. They offer 3 which are Accounting & Finance, Banking & Finance & Business. But I guess the best will be to study accounting in an accounting school since they specialise in it.

Also, after completing the UOL degree, I just need to finish 5 more modules to become a CPA.. It's not gonna be easyy.. Which is why I applied for full-time.. I'm gonna look for a part-time job only when I feel that I can cope! I'm gonna miss everyone at StarHub but I guess I can't stay there forever so it's for the best!

When I told Doreen on Wed that I was leaving during August, she told me that she can't bear for me to go and she was so reluctant! She looked like she was going to cry and told me to study part-time instead or come back at night to work.. She even went to tell my manager to let me come back, but I clarified with my boss that I wanted to concentrate on my studies first before doing any part-time job. Don't wanna risk my studies, gotta try it out first although my classes are only from 9.30am-1pm from Tues-Fris for the foundation year.

So I gotta start saving more bucks before I become totally broke and deprived of shopping...

Gonna watch Sex & The City at 12.15am tonight at Great World City later and I'm feeling sleepy already. I heard from Casey that it's a really nice show (plus lots of sex scenes, LOL). That's why it's rated M18.

I've signed up with Amore Fitness recently and paid a hefty sum for it's membership! It's worth it if I get to shed off those extra pounds and lead a healthier lifestyle (with long john silvers for dinner -.-) haha.. I've got 48 lessons (any of the classes like aerobics, dance etc..) to use within a year and get to use the gym after the classes and of course it includes usage of the lockers, shower facilitles and towels! They even have dressing tables with hairdryers! (I know, I'm sua ku). It's my first time doing these kinda things...

Me and Charmaine went for our 1st class last Sat and it was the beginner Step class. I thought it was gonna be pretty slack but the instructor was so spontaneous and pushy! Some people couldnt get the rhythm and he was very persistent. So I ended up having sweat constantly trickling down the sides of my face and I was super exhausted after that. We even went to try out the various gym equipments after that. Best thing was we thought that the bicycle was out of power, the instructor which looked my age (YES, my age!!) walked over and told us that we had to start peddling in order for it to start up. LOL!! so embarassing... well, everyone has their first times in everything! :P

Anyway, I'm gonna start the bridging class for Maths next Tuesday night onwards 6.45pm-10pm after work till I complete 10 lessons and finish the exam. School's gonna start officially on 26th August for me... till then, earn more money and work hard to pass the maths exam!!! :)

*yawns* I manage to retype the whole entry after accidentally closing the window.. I think I'm gonna sprain my neck..... till then....

2008-05-17T14:12:00.002+08:00

After reading some blogs, I've got the motivation & inspiration to blog again! haha..

Watched 'What happens in Las Vegas' yesterday, it was hilarious! Go catch it!! I don't mind watching it a second time.. It's a romantic comedy.. :)

Oh well, gotta go... will update more later! :)

2008-05-11T13:30:00.009+08:00

As I was packing my stuffs, I found something which I wrote 4 years ago. Time flies! I vaguely remember writing them, (thanks to my STM) haha..I even wondered whether I really wrote those, I must've written them while I was sad.. I don't do such things now, haha! Never even thought of it! I shall post some here, haha! Don't laugh! :)

One of the entries started like this..

'As the days passes by, pages of joy, sorrows & remorse fills this little book of mine.. But what kind of life is this if there ain't problems or obstacles to overcome?' - This sounds so old. haha!

It's sweet yet bitter.

It's beautiful yet ugly.
It dances in ecstasy,
Yet roars like an animal.

Pleasure or pressure?
Happiness or sadness?

It dances, it lives,

All for the sake of love.

Trapped in the shadows of the woods.

Brought to life by reality.

Falling deeply again & again,

Yet deeper & deeper.

Finally embraced by pillows of warmth & love,

The shawdow lingers & lingers from beneath.

Love, it's not just another four-letter word.

It lives, it grows, touches & embraces.

It dances with delight, sways with pride.

It thinks for others, shares & perseveres.

It is misunderstood by greed, evil, money & lust.

It soars over everything & dwells in joy, faith hope & peace.

That is love.

My heart is aching,

I yearn for you.

The days are fading,

I am not changing.

A simple word can make me smile,

I will run to you, even a mile.

What is this?

It's making me...

The skys are always dark & gloomy,

The sky I knew was bright & cheery.

I miss you so..

Hmm, there are somemore but I guess that's enough for today! haha.. They don't make much sense to me, but from what I read, I can tell I was a sad teen then. The major thing which was bothering me then was school, I couldnt cope, I didnt get the help I needed which made life really sucky. Worrying doesnt help at all, if things were meant to happen, they will happen!

Anyway, back to my current life.. I've signed up for the Shape 5km run! The goodie bag after you complete the run is too tempting :P haha.. I've been squashing but I still need lotsa training! I bought my own racket sometime last month plus indoor court shoes! :) Hopefully it'll help me loose some pounds. haha..

It's Mothers' Day today! Wishing all mothers a Happy Mothers' Day!

I'm praying hard that SIM will accept me! I applied last month, awaiting their letter to come during end-May. Applied for Uni of London's Accounting & Finance.. hopefully I'll get it, but money will be an issue as I applied for full-time. Part-time studying is too tedious for me, I always do not have enough time to rest & study! Trying once is enough..

This was taken in the pantry at the office sometime before my birthday. Thanks to Doreen for the cakes, she does this every month for everyone :)

Gotta go back to ironing! :)

2008-04-18T00:03:00.003+08:00

It's 12 in the morning and I've got work tmr, half day though... but I'm feelin pretty upset, just feel like blogging.

Well, long story... dun feel like typing much here.. anyway I guess I'd better go sleep.. changed my mind about blogging.. hah.. so fickle minded....

Guess it's always good to count and depend on yourself and not expect anything from the people around you. The higher the hopes, the bigger the disappointment and I feel that nothing should stop me from what I think is right to do and what I wanna do (like studying, whatsoever..)..

Have a good nights' sleep and let's hope tomorrow will be a better day! :)

2008-03-29T17:03:00.009+08:00

I feel sooo bored.... in Singapore that is.. Can't wait to travel around the World! haha.. Was watching this program on tv where a few Singaporeans go to some countries like Russia, China, Germany and many others and ppl were supposed to vote for the best 'tour guide'. I happened to watch this guy visit Russia and he went St. Petersburg. There's this church there and I thought it was really beautiful & the name was kinda interesting so I went to find out more about it ! :)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_of_the_Savior_on_Blood

Click on the link if you wanna read about it :) It's pretty interesting, I can't stop my curiosity.. so I went to search more about it.. look what I found!

http://www.galenfrysinger.com/

This webbie is great, it has photos of almost everywhere and the pics are really nice!

I wonder how it feels like to live in a palace.. haha! Everything seems so grand and beautiful especially the interior designs and even the furniture! Practically everything is so 'royal'..

I'm so determined to earn lotsa $$$ so I can travel around.. heheh.. oh well, still too early for that huh!

Anyway, back to reality, work has been pretty much the same except for more new staffs! (& a couple of cute ones too, haha whatever!) Another 4 temps will be reporting to work on Monday. Was at the 8th SQ Annual Achiever Awards (it's StarHub's Service Quality thingy) last night after work and it was fun!

The people you go with makes it fun I guess. haha.. it was crazy with all the noise and shouting.. & there was this Mas Selamat lookalike and Doreen was like telling all of us haha! They told me to put this rose+butterfly fake tattoo at the back of my left shoulder, it's really nice! :) Francis took a pic of it, haha!

I was pretty surprised my colleague could sing! She was in my training batch as well... hehe.. Sad thing was I didnt win anything from the lucky draw.. haha.. I don't mind winning the 7.5 megapixel Panasonic cam or the PSP slim.... darn! Or even the OSIM Usqueeze.. hahaha... My number was 8129, the guy who won the cam was 8219 and the girl who won the usqueeze was 8192 or something like that.. haha..

But I didnt leave empty handed.. before the event begun, I was telling Steven about the 3 smiley faces stickers on the rattle I was holding (they had those noisy party thingys on every seat) & I thought it was just some decor.. at the end of the event, the MC was asking if anyone had a rattle with the 3 smiley faces.. stupid Steven kept asking me to go infront.. haha.. ended up with more ppl with the rattles.. Initially he thought it was like the first to go up there gets a prize or something, but we were told to go to the recept to collect something... haha... ended up with a $10 Taka voucher.. better than nothing! :P

Took some photos as well, and it's nice that they print them out straightaway into this frame thingy, I like the group photo! :) Oh and also congrats to Doreen and her team for winning..

Gonna bug Francis for the photos on Monday! & also thanks to the photos that I realise how fat I am.. more determined to EXERCISE!!! Oh and I realised how much my hair has grown since I last cut it... so messy! Looks better shorter.. I can actually tie it now.. I remember the last time I cut it, I couldnt even tie it up..

I'll be going for a jog soon, gotta get those muscles moving and fats going! :D

Some photos..

My manager's birthday cake (Banana & choc) from Secret Recipe!

I went to collect it and it was 2KG, ate abit only as it was too fattening!haha

Hmm, that's the fake tattoo, not so clear thanks to my lousy photo-taking skills.. hah, not easy trying to take something at the back of your shoulder! On another note, my nails are supposed to be metallic blueish-green, they look blue in the photos haha! Anyway, some said it was nice, but someone at work said I should use pastel colours like pink and sky blue, those gentle colours.. haha.. He said I look like a vamp!

Much better right? haha.. a close-up! Too bad the light's reflecting on the rose.. it has really nice petals & glitter on it.

A close-up of the glitter sprinkled on glue, cute heart!

That is.. of course..... not me!

She's back with her new album, love the new songs! :D

2008-03-16T17:45:00.002+08:00

I've been soooo super lazy to blog, or rather, I've tried blogging a few times but I got distracted by the tv. Hehe..

Was in town yesterday shopping and walking around & bought a pair of Puma's Rudolf Dassler Schuhfabrik sneakers! There a clearance at the special Puma shop at 1st floor Heeren, all stuffs at 80% off! Got mine at $39.80, original price was like $199.. What a steal! The shoes are quite nice.. :) Not the usual Puma..

Was cabbing on the way home while the cabby uncle started talking about how expensive it is to buy flats in Singapore, he bought one in JB instead.. The uncle even talked about financial planning & how to make your $ grow. haha..

It was interesting, he was just starting to talk about the 4 types of working classes when I'm almost at my destination. So he stopped the cab by the side and continued what he started. His 4 types are: an employee, self employed, employer & lastly the smart worker. He was kinda funny, but what he said made sense.

I've thought of an idea to earn more $ actually.. gotta do some research before I actually carry it out, so stay tuned! hoho...

My phone was sent to Sony Ericsson's service centre yesterday.. I couldnt access my inbox, outbox & drafts.. There's this 'Operation Failed' message, well, the girl said that I needed to upgrade the software, glad it's nothing much of a big deal. :) gotta collect it this Tuesday after 5pm.. hehe

Bought some stuff online recently, waiting for my new loots to arrive either on Mon/Tues! :D

I've got lotsa pics I've been wanting to post actually.. been so lazy to do so... hehe...

2008-02-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

Off to Xiamen in a few hours time! Excited? Pretty much I guess.. Worried bout some stuff here and there though. Should be fun I hope! :) Will be back with pics! Till then, take care everyone! Flight's at 7.40am, be wakin up in 3 hours from now! :D

2008-01-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

I actually feel like blogging! Finally.. haha, yes I know, I've been extremely lazy to do so for sucha long time..

It has been sucha long & hectic week, and it's back to work tmr again! :) I'm looking forward to the trip to Xiamen! Will departure on the 5th around 7+ in the morning and will be back only on the 11th. I can't wait! Partly coz it's been 2 years since I've sat a plane haha.. It's not gonna be as comfy as SQ though :P We'll be sitting Tiger Airways to & fro. My holiday trips are usually quite short compared to this one, I wonder if I'll miss home! haha..

It's raining & pouring.. I've just hanged some clothes, going to a Dinner & Dance later with my mum.. Good food to come! :D

I met up with my sis on Friday with Luke & his toddler friends. haha, they were so cute! Had dinner at Swensens & we had an ice-cream birthday cake (sadly, mine was the smallest slice!) & we went to the new huge outdoor playground in IMM! There was a water playground and the usual dry one, it looked so fun! There were so many children running here and there, it was so entertaining to watch them. haha.. There was this little girl walking here and there offering 'love letters' (the biscuit you usually eat during CNY) to the other kids. & it was funny just watching their actions, especially Hao Hao too (he's Luke's friend since they were babies). He was practically a little monkey running here and there, playing with EVERYTHING.. haha!

Was at Suntec yesterday, went to the JobsDB fair to take a look, I'm not really looking for a job now since I have one, but I have plans coming up! My contract is ending May this year & I should be going to study full time after that + taking part time Jap classes.. I thought I should get a part-time job if I'm doing that though. No money to spend!! That's the worst.. haha.. I've been so used to working & earning my own $, I'd feel so poor when I stop! Anyway, I'll definitely miss StarHub! The people there takes care of me (some!) & it's an easy job with good pay! haha.. I improved my spreadsheet skills tremendously there too! :)

I've been watching some dramas these weeks & it's really addictive! Go visit www.mysoju.com and watch 'Romantic Princess', 'Bullfighting, yes or no?'! I can sit in front of my com from morning till night watching them :DThis is Ming Hao, Luke's good brother since they were babies :D
The water playground looks really fun! :P

2007-12-30T11:38:00.000+08:00

It's been sucha long time since I've blogged! It has been quite happening recently with Christmas and such and I've not been feeling very well due to the super dusty and cold bungalow chalet at Changi Safra and cuts and bruises here and there due to almost a whole day of cycling on Thursday. But well, it was fun :)

Loved the area as it was so near the airport and you could hear and see airplanes landing or taking off every few minutes :) I tried taking some shots but I missed the shots of when the plane was just above my head :P

Shall update more about the trip later! Gotta go hang clothes for now :)

This was the view taken from the top of the staircase of our 2nd day at the chalet :D It's a golf course.. :)

2007-12-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

I've been sooo lazy to blog.. let's just wait till I have to motivation or inspiration to do so okies :P Besides work today, the only happening thing was going to my sis's place for dinner :D It was great, considering that I dun get to eat home-cooked food at all so it's quite nice to be at her place eating something different :)

Luke was bullying me! You know there's this semi-circle rubber toy thingy where u gotta press the centre to flip it inside-out and then you're supposed to stick it on the floor and wait for it to 'POP' up? Yea, I'm afraid of that! I guess I got hurt by it when I was young before that's why I'm still afraid of it now. And my dear nephew started chasing me around the house with it! When I manage to run away, he would smack me a few times.. :( He simply loveess to disturb me! haha.. super cute expression on his face.. He even taught me how to use it, his use of the language & his choice of words is getting so much better! To think he's only 3 :) A pic from da jie's wedding dinner, lazy to blog about it now :P It will be a super long entry!

Will post more when I've the time okies! :) Till then...

2007-12-09T15:13:00.000+08:00

The wedding was fun fun fun!! But it's all over now and I feel kinda bored at home :( It was so tiring too! shall update more later yea.. gotta go iron my dress for tonight's wedding dinner.. 2 weddings in a row! :)

2007-12-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

Someone should seriously draggg me to study! I told myself, by this night DIE DIE must finish this chapter, by that night DIE DIE must finish another... and the end result is both chapters not done yet!! haha... that's me.. forever so lazy :P

Work today was... hectic+crazy+stressful+tiring+allthebadthingsyoucanthinkof! haha..

Extra busy due to the 5 new staff as well,was rushing my month-end exclusion report, and then I had to go down take temp passes, go to warehouse to change the faulty set-top boxes... bla bla blah.... decided to OT till 7pm.. it wasnt even enough! will be really busy when I get back to work on Thursday again.. Too little work is boring, yet too much work can make you go bonkers!! Crazy me didnt use to mind when I was working in UOB.. until I realise I didnt have to work so hard there! hahah... I was overdoing it then..

My back is aching like hell now.. prolly too tensed up during work.. There's this guy working from the current affairs side who used to know the girl working before me. He was saying that he thought I should be quite free, since the previous girl was quite 'eng'.. I told him times have changed!! I'm now the miss do-it-all for them.. haha.. take stationary, top-up medicine, do this report, do that report... everything to do with excel sheet.. gossip here, gossip there.. hahaha.. but the people there can be quite entertaining at times.. except for the dirty lame jokes sometimes :)

Was at Toa Payoh HDB Hub yesterday.. I wonder why it felt so good to be back there! Prolly coz I missed the FOOD there.. hahaha... after I left UOB then I realise how much there is to eat there! Considering I'm now stuck in Ayer Rajah with only 2 NEAR kopitiams to choose from and it's always so boring..duh.. And now I wonder why did we use to complain about how boring it was to eat there everyday!.. crap.. Still can even shop around after lunch and take 2 hrs lunch break sometimes :P ahaha.. shhh.. But all the memories started flowing back the moment I stepped out into the MRT station when I reached.. haha.. even the station SMELLS the same! It's true!!

Anyway, I'll definitely go back there after my exams.. to shop and walk around as well.. they decorated the place quite nicely for Christmas :) The lights are not bad.. & of coz there's the shop that sells cheap daily essentials like your soap/shower foam/shampoo and stuff like that.. the clothes are unusually cheap as well! haha.. like $6 and such.. but of coz you have to find the ones which are not 'auntie wear'! haha..

Had dinner with Tara & Darren at one of my fav places which I call it 'yi lou liang lou' in mandarin.. which means 'one floor two floor' hahaha... coz it's a 2-storey kopitiam with air con upstairs.. and the fish soup is darn good la! and it was still there when I went yesterday.. :) hehe.. Of coz there were changes here and there with the shops around.. but pretty much the same place I remembered it as it was! :)

I love the memories, will never forget them! :D

2007-11-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Sigh, it's been a long day... Work was helluva hectic and it aint gonna get better next week.. But it was okay since I kindof enjoyed work. Thanks to my super blur & cute supervisor.. haha..

Anyway, was studyin at mac after work for awhile.. Nothing seemed to be able to go in my overloaded brain.. so I decided to go home and sleep early! So what am I doing right now?! haha.. can't help but blog :P

Really feel sad for the 5 guys of the Dragon Boat Sg team.. I guess some things in life are really unpredictable , maybe God has a better plan for them.. Hope their family members will be able to get thru this rough patch.

I realised that I'm so screwed up this time! My last paper is one of the more difficult ones, and I haven't really start studying yet. It really IS tough working & studying part time. I should be continuing the advanced dip next year but I gotta decide between part time/full time..

Anyway, saw something really amusing & am filled with disgust! Guess there are really bastards out there! haha, and I happened to have met one. But glad it's the past yea.

So many new hires in my dept recently.. 3 girls & 2 guys will be coming next Monday.. :) which means more work for me! Gotta get them passes, request IDs for them, get them this and that.. haha.. but some are of my age, some even younger.. :)
It's getting livelier huh.. I'll get to hear gossips from the guys again, haha.. some of them are really into both young GIRLS & women.. haha.. I get to hear all sorts of stuff sitting near them.
Find it kinda sickening at times, it's either they talk about cars or girls. Oh, one more thing, taking MC on certain days. It's kinda funny when some already planned on taking MC on Christmas or Chinese New Year. haha.. but poor them gotta work all year-round, that's why I dislike shift work and I doubt I'll ever try!

I was reading some entries posted by a friend earlier on which I found really sentimental.. They always say it's easy to fall in love but it takes forever to forget that someone.. I've been wondering how it feels like to get ditched just becoz ur partner chose someone else instead. But I do know how it feels like to love/like someone secretly coz I've experienced it in the past! haha.. The circumstances made it simply impossible to confess to the person and it was sucha saddening thing..

I was at Holland Village with my mum yesterday, used to hang out alot there during my sec sch days.. There was this route to walk from Ghim Moh to Holland V. :)There's a new hawker there, more shops! My mum bought me this really gorgeous dress! Initial price was $119.20 but there's 15% discount.. ex huh. It's really pretty! Butttt.. sadly, the crystals on it got loose and my mum had to resew it.. she said the sewing on the inner layer is pretty screwed up too.. so much for paying $100 for it! Anyway, shall wait till my mum gets it done for me and then I'll put up a pic of it! :D It's really sweet..

Oh and there's Ya Kun kaya toast there, the ladyboss just so happens to be my uncle's primary school classmate! haha, must go support okies! :P

It's like 12.37 already, I'm planning to wake up at 7am initially.. we shall see!

2007-11-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

I seriously can't wait till EXAMS ARE OVER!! But then again, so much stuff to do right after my exams end.

1. Go shopping with the girls for a sweet white dress for da jie's ROM and also another dress for the wedding dinner.

2. Decide on the makeup & hairdo! All of them knows how to do it except me! I have to figure it out one way or another. Haha..

3. Before I forget, make an appointment for my manicure on Friday night! Else I'd be wasting the $ I paid for the card.. :)

4. Get my fringe cut!! It's been poking my eyes & irritating the lenses :(

I'm quite excited for da jie's wedding, we met up yesterday to talk of the plans and such to bully the groom's 'brothers'.. haha, we're gonna get like PURE lemon & lime juice for each person to drink, make them eat caramel or maple honey on its own, eat wasabi.. carry weights.. hahah... just to get through the metal gate! There's more after that.. Guess it'll be fun :) Will blog about the schedule soon..

Gotta go shower up and STUDY!!! Tomorrow's my first paper, wish me luck! :)

Just a random pic I took with my sis sometime last month :D

2007-11-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

I'm such a procrastinator, told myself that I had to get those notes memorized by the end of tonight. But here I am, watching some funny clip on youtube. :P haha, something to share.. was laughin my ass off, this is so cute!

Anyway, I was rummaging thru my cupboard for this Ayumi cd I bought sometime last year, couldnt find it and ended up flippin thru photos of my art work taken in school for my O's. Shall post more about it when I have the time, really hope they're like still somewhere in my school, sooo much effort and $ was put into it. Sadly, only got an A2 for it, aimed for A1, I even cried in school about it when I got my results. Haha.

Besides, that, I also found some photos of when I was young, a photo of my sis carryin me when I was a baby and some others, shall post soon! :) I even went to read some of the letters my pen-pal sent to me when I was 10-12.. the memories started flowing back :) I even had letters from my best friend when I was 10, and some others from other pri school friends.. I even remember the excitement of receiving a letter from a friend, a card, or even just a small note. Sadly, it's the past.

When I was 10 to around 12, I would hand-make christmas cards and send them to my classmates & one of my Sunday school friends.. It was so fun haha... I dont even do that now :P Maybe I should huh, make some cards and give them to the people I know. Life's such a contradiction sometimes, you only realise the importance of some people when they're not by your side anymore. Oh well, time to go to bed, altho I'm like soo awake!

2007-11-24T03:11:00.000+08:00

I'm so in love with his voice.. He's HowL, realised that the song he sings are all from Goong's OST, even the song on my blog titled 'Miracle' is sang by him which is from Goong S. He sings so well live.. I was so crazily in love sometime last year with the OST of Goong which was 'Perhaps Love', a duet sang by him and another girl called J.

I even went to learn the song. hehe, it's quite fun to learn Jap/Korean songs you know. I obviously have no idea what they're singing about but I'll usually look for the translation and the lyrics are usually really meaningful and sweet! But honestly, I think Korean songs are really harder to learn than the Jap ones. The romanization of the Jap words is much different from the Korean ones, so it's pretty difficult to pronounce as compared to the Jap ones.

Hopefully I'll be able to complete learning Jap soon and maybe go learn Korean or somethin. haha.. rather interested in languages! Maybe I should become a translator or something.. hehe :P

2007-11-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

Sigh. I can't get myself to study!! It's always like that after a long day's of work.. Watchin TabTv now, they're talking about online gaming addiction. Come to think of it, I was once a victim too! haha.

Started playing CS (CounterStrike) when I was 12, I even remember the first map I played was de_nuke. haha.. My sis, bro-in-law, uncle and mum (yes, my mum too!) would go to lan shops till the wee hours of the night which is till the lan shop closes. My mum was known to be a super pro 'camper'. My sis, bro-in-law & I even had a clan, the clan tag was something like this *-=[Mo0D]-=*. I can't believe I actually remember it! haha... I even remember that we decided not to have a clan leader to show democracy within the clan! haha.. We even manage to recruit this guy from one of the lan shops at Rendezvous hotel. It's not there anymore obviously. I even had a crush on him till I was about 13 :P haha!

After that came GuRlz, the 'l's supposed to be \ but the stupid blogger wont make it appear. yep, it was another Cs clan formed by me and my sis! come to think of it now, the name and clan tag is abit lame yea. haha, that was like when I was 13. We even joined this cs compy by Slangg but we lost. haha.. I was too nervous anyway... We even had a friendly match at Sunshine plaza with Sisterhood (one of the so called 'best' girl clan then). hahah... okok, I think I'm not gonna end that soon if I continue...
Shall continue tmr ok.. or when I've the time!! Those were the days.. maybe I should play some cs after my exams! :P or play maple once in awhile.. haha.. having the urge to play some tower defence in warcraft too! haha... but glad that I got off the addiction to gaming..

Thanks to my first job, if not I'll still be sitting infront of the com the whole day trying to kill mobs and 'level up' and also typing: 'dun KS me! CC pls (change channel) hehe... I bet some ppl know nuts bout what I'm talkin about. But if you play the games I used to, you should know! :)

2007-11-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

When I was showering earlier on, I had the sudden urge to blog.. haha.. many thoughts came to mind then.. but it seems like I've lost that feeling now :P

I realised that whenever my exams are coming, I'd get all jittery and stressed up.. that's normal I guess. But then again, I'd also start wondering about what I'm gonna do after my exams are over, and also realise that I've got time to do this and that.. heheh.. so much that I wanna do!

People come and go in our lives, eventhough it may be friends which you don't really keep in contact with, you're still glad that they were once part of your life! :)

There seems to be lotsa new hires in my dept recently, saw their training schedule, kinda envy them actually. haha, I'm sure they'll enjoy it.. But it also depends on the people attending it with you la :P One of my training friend's gonna go Navy sometime around Jan next year. It just so happens that I saw his dept's admin girl photocopying his enlistment letter. And I saw it and realised that it was my friend haha.. That means he's gonna quit in Dec. Wish him all the best!

Okay, time to stop lazing and hit the books! :)

2007-11-17T02:56:00.000+08:00

Skimmed thru my archive of April 2006, I must say at times I really miss the times when I was working at UOB. Met nice people there, and friends that I had such a great time with.. Read the entries if you wanna know what I mean :) Eventho the pay was so much lesser than what I'm having now, I thought that it was worth it.. It was my first job and the one which taught me so much.. There were many unfair times and injustice too but who cares.. why bother about the bad things while there are more great memories?

I guess the only sad thing was that my departure didnt mean much to some people.. Starhub is well.. really different.. the people there are much older tho. lol.. cant stand the guys there sometimes.. everday talk bout the new girls from the billing side etc.. it's like im invisible at times. hah

2007-11-17T02:10:00.000+08:00

sigh.. I wonder why people can't just be honest with each other at the right times... It makes things worse by hiding here and there... And when one party finds out something he/she didnt know through other means, it's gonna cause more hurt to each other...

it sucks!! I'm so stressed up.. I gotta make use of whatever time I have left to really study.. and hope that I wont flunk either papers....

人生短短几十年，开心就好吧。。

握不住的沙，放下也罢。。反正握住了也不会有结果的啦。

Wanted to blog so much.. but not in a good mood to do so now I guess.. Anyway, I've changed my blog music to one of the soundtrack from Gong S.. love it... The lyrics are meaningful too..

2007-11-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

The tears are warm but they taste bitter.. Choices, decisions.. easier said than done.. They say running away isnt the solution.. it temporarily solves the problem but it comes back to you sooner or later.. how true..

Is it a habit? Or has it become part of me? Or is it because "there is no choice"?.. There are choices... it's just whether you have the courage to choose them. Ironically.. you know the answer subconsciously.. but it's just too dark to follow it.. filled with uncertainty.. you dont want to feel any remorse.. reality hurts.. but that's life..

Sadly, she may have never even knew what love is at all.. Well, she thinks she knows but it seems to prove otherwise.. How sad but true.. Or maybe she does know.. just that she's still too childish... Hope she finds the answer soon..

Sometimes I wish I dont have to study, work or get into any relationship. Wonder how life will be like.. boring perhaps? Sometimes it feels good to be alone... walking home alone.. doing this and that alone.. it makes u think alot and appreciate time more.. It's then that you can be yourself and understand yourself better... I know God will get me through this.. even when the whole World forsakes u, he never will.. Just knowing He is there comforts you..

2007-11-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

I told myself yesterday that I gotta at least finish till chapter 4 or 5.. but guess what? I'm still doing chapter 2 now! haha... im so dead.. but theres really like plenty of stuff to read... ahhh.. cant wait for all of this to be over!!

Went to town on Friday and watched Stardust.. loved it! It was so sweet and magical.. :) Maybe I should name my son Tristan in the future :D nice name! I wanna be a star too! haha.. At least you get to stay up there always and look down instead of being here.

Sigh, been so stressed up these days.. especially of what happened yesterday.. I guess sometimes people have to make choices & decisions which they think is right and for the better eventhough it may affect others..

Uncle Ron bought me a new phone yest... Was initially reluctant to change as I didnt see a need to yet as my phone was still usable.. only that it's kinda cranky at times :D Didnt want him to go to the expense as well.. But he insisted so I got my W910i with me now! :) The main thing I love about it is the huge screen haha.. needless to say, it's huge compared to my old w800i screen haha.. and it has shake control too.. you can like switch tracks by shaking it sideways.. some pics at the end!

First time for me using a slide-out phone.. still not used to the keypad yet though...

Time's flying.. but it usually crawls when I'm at work. haha.. Will be going to Tara's bday at MOS this coming Wed.. It's like after dance class.. will be so exhausted.. Wonderin how I'm gonna catch up at dance too. Heard from Charmaine that the steps continued for like the last 2 weeks, I'm hoping it'll be a fresh set of steps to learn this week.. or else I'll be like so lost... bleah..

Oh, I just remembered that I bought this really sweet embroided sling bag at Bugis yest.. cost me 30 bucks but it's really nice! :D The girl who tended the store was really nice tho... She let me chose among 4 bags coz eventho they were new ones, some had stains on them. I managed to find one without stains... :)

I'm starting to watch alot of TV.. which is baddd.. once I start, I can't stop! heh.. I started watching Gong S as well.. it's like part 2 of Princess Hours last year but it's a brand new story.. The guy's not as cute as part 1 tho :P I love their soundtracks.. was so in love with part 1's and I think part 2's soundstrack's really nice too :)

2007-11-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

Finally went to see the doc today.. heh.. she gave me tons of medicine, she recognises me already haha.. the other time I went was about the irregular menses thingy so she asked me about it again :) I asked her for a non-drowsy cough mixture but she offered some cough tablets instead. Supposed to take half a tablet, took it this afternoon and the side effects was bad :( It's supposed to cause heart palpitation or hand tremors.. but it caused me to be sleepy and weak all over.. haha.. it felt really uncomfortable.. with ur heart beating faster, ur breath gets faster too..

I also went to do my nails at Tiong Bahru plaza today... that place's always sooo packed.. first time going for a manicure honestly haha.. usually do it on my own but i dont really know the right way to do it :P

The girl who did it for me was quite young but she was good :) I did the classic manicure.. 24 bucks, consists of massage, removal of cuticles and etc.. sad thing was that she filed my nails till it's kindof short again! Anyway, she managed to psycho me to sign up for this manicure package 24 times with free 8 slots of french manicure/nail art. Their nail art is suppperr ex.. $5 onwards PER nail. haha.. so with the 8 slots, I can use 5 slots for all 10 fingers, the other 3 slots can be used for french manicure, 1 slot for all 10 nails. haha.. She also gave me a free try for a classic pedicure coz I enquired about it :P Anyway, still gotta pay the other half the next time I go there coz I'm paying in 2 installments :)

Time to go sleep, just ate all the med, shld be drowsy soon :) Busy day tmr!

2007-11-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

Work was so tiring today.. the day seem to have flown by just like that! Had so much to do, still had to withstand the darn air con again.. and was coughing all day long... It comes in a package, the common cold that is. First you get sore throat, then a runny nose, blocked nose and then lastly, cough! I got the exact same thing last month. Argh..

At least dinner was really good :) There are many japanese restaurants at Central, the one opened not too long ago at Clarke Quay... Ate at this black pig jap restaurant today hahaha.. super ex! Didnt wanna try it initially, but the shabu-shabu was really good! It's so unlike the usually pork you eat, it's so much tender and fresh! Really nice.. :) Took some pics of the food.. shall post it tmr or something.. hehe.. Their spoon was kindof unique.. it's bent in a wavy shape to compliment the dish I guess. haha... But I ate macha ice cream with red bean & bits of chiffon cake for dessert :P Not supposed to since I'm coughing.. but oh well, it comes with the set! hahah.. Initially, it was supposed to be this orange jelly thingy.. but it tasted weird so the waitress changed it for us.. Just the shabu-shabu set cost $170 for a set of 3 people.. there were 4 of us, the bill came up to about $246.. It's always good to eat with your parents hahah...

This week's gonna fly past soon I guess, since there's no work on Thurs! weee.. hehe... Had a really adventurous dream last night.. wonder why my dreams are always so exciting and detailed.. haha.. okay.. shall blog more again tmr or something! :)

2007-11-04T12:43:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to be hitting the books now.. butttt.. I can't find my financial strategy book!!! crap... so much for the mess....

My mum is really good in making necklaces, rings and stuff.. She was wearing this rice pearl ring yesterday and I tot it was really nice! Was wonderin where she bought it from and she told me she made it herself.. She even showed me another that she's still working on, really sweeet! :) Told her that she should sell them, but she didnt want to, so she gives them to us! :)

I've been wonderin whether to get a new phone.. my sony ericsson w800i has been with me since April 2005 :) It was my bday gift then.. Really liked the phone alot but it seems to be a little cranky these days.. It's kindof laggy.. prolly to the LARGE amount of data I have inside hehe.. I'm using either a 1GB or 2GB memory stick, I forgot.. And sometimes it also restarts by itself.. It has scratches here and there coz of the number of times I've accidentally dropped it :( Maybe it's time to get a new phone... but I'm gonna stick to Sony Ericsson though... :D

I've no work on Thursday coz it's a PH.. Good to go out on Wed night but too bad I've gotta study.. okay.. time to go hit the books & get my itchy hands off the com.. heheh

2007-11-04T10:33:00.000+08:00

Doing housework alone at home on a quiet Sunday morning aint that bad afterall :) Just that I realised I've got so much to clear. Haha, one bad habit of mine is that before I go out, I'd try on clothes to see what's suitable and throw those not suitable ones on my other chair on my right :P They've began to pile up for quite sometime already and I'm clearing them now :D hehe..

I used to post on SgSellTrade to sell off my clothes, mostly newer ones though.. coz noone usually buys those really old ones anyway.. I've got too much clothes :) But I guess almost every girl's like that right? haha.. I've got a couple of shoes too but most of them are unwearable! haha.. Sad thing is that I dunno why but my feet are really sensitive, I can only wear like slippers or heels which do not make my feet hurt (which majority of them do), so it's really tough getting a pair which suit me and one which I can wear for long. I've got really nice pairs but after wearing them out once, I can't wear them anymore coz they hurt too much :(

While folding my clothes, I thought of the days when I used to work at AMEX. Everyone had to wear office wear, no jeans and such (only on Fridays), most places are like that I guess, just that I do not need to at StarHub now haha.. everyone wears jeans at the call centre. Sometimes I miss wearing those office wear! :P I realised I even wore dresses/skirts to work then.. and I was wearing heels every single day.. But then again, it was a headache trying to search for the right outfit to wear to work the next day as I do not have much office wear and they're really ex! And wearing casual is really much more comfortable.. :)

My wish list just got longer! I wanna buy a pair of roller blades :D So I can go with my sis and Luke.. hehe.. time to go & continue clearing the clothes! shall blog more later :)

2007-11-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

Been sick since Thursday, it started with a sore throat at work.. then flu.. Wanted to take MC on Fri but thought I'll be able to get thru the day feeling better.. But it got worse in fact. :( Struggled thru the day and had slight fever as well...

Was supposed to go Haw Par to look for my ex-sup to enquire about some excel stuffs coz he was the only one who know hows to do it haha.. but in the end he came to Ayer Rajah to look for us instead :) So nice of him to teach me.. glad it wasnt that difficult, but he's really pro in excel, learned alot from him!

Hope I'll get well ASAP so I can start studying hard for my exams.. dun wanna regret not working hard enough! :)

2007-10-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

Work's sooo hectic today, one of my ex-sup emailed me today to inform me that I gotta redo one of the reports, the full month's report... Just because I needed to add something in.. And the worst thing is that I gotta send it out by tmr mornin.. I'm not done with it yet but will finish it ASAP tmr morn! Left ard 5 days more before I complete the month's report.

There's this new show to search for the next Pussycat doll on channel 5 haha.. the girls are hot! and some of em' are such great singers! hehe.. and some of em' are like around my age! heh.. sexay!

2007-10-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

I think my appetite is increasing.. tremendously.. crap! I don't want it too.. I was walking in the supermart today and was soo tempted to buy so much junk food.. haha.. but eventually I didn't but I went to Candy Empire instead and bought cookies, jelly beans & malted milk biscuits.. hahha... gotta control myself...

Went Vivo yet AGAIN.. anyway, finally bought my Egocort cream from the pharmacy... It's for eczema, it's hereditary.. my mum & sis has it.. and so do I.. haha, it got so bad when I was in Sec 4 that the doc suggested giving me a jab.. It got better really quickly but he said it tends to irritate the same spots again... which is the back of my legs.. it's something like rashes.. and it's REALLY itchy... sometimes I find myself waking up in the middle of the night scratching my legs without me noticing until i'm a little sober.. hahaha.. it's bad coz it leaves scars! Not worth to leave scars just for a moment of satisfaction.. haha..

Anyway, I'm wondering if the ppl in office will think I'm nuts tmr.. I bought a pair of colourful gloves from Winter Time. haha.. It's really cold in the office, I realised that it's even affecting my work. My hands get so cold I don't even feel like typing.. I won't even be able to type if I get them under the jacket, It's so bad that I have to keep going to the washroom to warm my hands with the dryer -.-

I tried them and they're really warm and comfy :D hehe..
Glad that my sup allowed me to take one day before my exams to study.. he told me I could take as many days as I want to but I didnt want to.. It might leave a bad impression! haha, gotta make do with just those 2 days I have..

Will be skipping dance class tmr, leg's not completely healed to do much movement.. it feels really disgusting even when I flex it.. hah.. maybe coz it contracts and stretches when I do so.. I've been wanting to try manicure & pedicure.. I mean like asking someone to paint em' for you with nail art, it's nice! I've seen my classmate's nails and she reads & does them herself! heh, I've left my nails to grow but I've been stopping myself all these while from doing so coz of my lenses.. Careless me scratches them easily.. I wonder how my classmate takes them out though.. hahah.. she wears lenses too...
That reminds me of what one of an optometrist friend said, he said that there was a female customer who takes out her lenses by using her longgg nails to scratch them out... ewww, you should see the way he showed how she did it. I guess it's really gonna hurt her eyes sooner or later. Time to rest!.. and dream of another set of 4 numbers.. hahah..

Martin's mum won a few K from 4D! She took the numbers from their car plate but coincidentally she took the numbers behind my IC on the top right-hand corner as welland they happen to be the same number as the car plate minus a 0. hahah..

Goodnight all, may you have the sweetest dream tonight! :)

2007-10-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

oh crap, I ate some cold medicine before I took a shower and now I'm startin to get drowsy.. I've got so much I wanna blog about! Firstly, I had a greattt dinner! Ate at Marche at Vivo.. Really like the pasta there, it's the same though, the tomato herb sauce thingy with some colourful vegetable pasta.. I think the orange's carrot, green's spinach and the yellow's beet root.. but I love it! haha.. ate more food... was sooo full I couldnt take in anymore.. havent felt sooo full in sucha long time.. but then again, can't always eat so much, if I overeat, I get bad gastric pains after tt.. Lucky I get none today :P

Martin's mum bought this Nike jacket for me.. I complained of the coolllld antarctica air there. haha.. It's crazy today, prolly coz my body's super weak today. I wore two jackets & was still freezing until I caught a cold.... The new jacket is kindof thick so I hope it works and keeps me warm!! hehehe

Okay.. that's today! My sis, mum, uncle & Luke went East Coast Park on Sat for ROLLER BLADING!! It was soo fun.. havent roller blade for like 7 years already? We used to blade alot and we even had our own, but obviously it's like too small for me now! My sis recently bought a new one, it's from Fila & it's really nice.. I like it! I tried on it awhile.. was about to go back to our bench when this boy rammed into me from behind... Felt a sharp pain on my right buttock and it happened so quickly, I lost control and scrapped my right knee.. What's frustrating was that his mum actually stared at me with those fierce eyes... And they didnt even apologise.. They were from China, but still, I was the one in front yet they didnt even say anything. I stood awhile looking as the blood trickled down waiting for an apology but I got none. haha.. Oh well, guess there are inconsiderate ppl out there..

Which reminds me of what happened this morning.. I reached office to find me desk with crumpled pieces of follow-up forms, a canned coffee, Sunday's newpaper & some papers on my desk. I knew someone used my workstation.. but the point was that the person didnt even bothered to clear up his rubbish before leaving! Anyway, I found out who he was as he had his login ID in my com.. he was from the night team and I dun really get to see him so I emailed his teamleader and told him to remind the guy to clear his rubbish before leaving if he ever uses my desk again.. duh.. so inconsiderate... I don't mind ppl using my com and desk but it's like u gotta keep it clean la!

Anyway, shall blog more when I've got the time.. gettin really drowsy now.. better stop before I start typing rubbishh.. nite nite all~

2007-10-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

I've got so much to blog about but I'm gettin reallly lazy! heh, It was a crazy day yesterday! It was so much fun :) Especially when I got to see Wu Zun!! hahah.. the girls were crazy there.. screaming like hell.. but sadly they looked so tiny on the stage :( Shall blog more later! :)

2007-10-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

I fell asleep on one of the nights sometime ard last week and I had a short dream, dunno why I dreamt of 4 numbers and I woke up immediately after the 4 numbers appeared haha. I went to tell Martin about it and I didnt know that he went to buy 4D. -.- and guess what? He won consolation prize for it on Sunday hahaha... lucky huh! altho it was $30 only... :P Initially I didnt believe that he won, tot he was kidding with me or sth..

I got 2 Cs for both my last 2 modules, one of my friends failed audit :( another got c like me, the rest got Ds =/ expected something better though.. since I studied for both! was kinda sad this afternoon when I saw the results, even wondered what if I got 2 Cs and it came true -.-

My results so far:

English Skills - B
05/08/2006

Quantitative Skills - B
12/08/2006

Financial Accounting I - C
28/11/2006

Principles of Economics - D
05/12/2006

Financial Management - D
12/04/2007

Management Accounting I - D
05/04/2007

Audit and Internal Review - C
03/08/2007

Performance Management - C
08/08/2007

sigh.. as I look back at the past results, I tot I could've done better.. I skipped too much classes :P But it's really tiring to be working in the day and studying at night! totally sucks.. which is why I've been skipping classes for my current last 2 modules.. (i know, bad girl!) but it's really tiring.. and BORING!!

Anyway, just glad that I've passed everything so far since there are a couple of ppl in my class who fails most of the modules.. and I've been failing alot in sec school too! hehe.. just hope that the last 2 papers will go well and I'll graduate without any fail! haha..

Anyway, work was okayyy today.. More stuff to do! Like preparing the roster for next year.. heh.. it's better than having nothing to do right?? :)
Anyway, I'm gonna start studyin starting from this Sat.. till my exams end (5 Dec).. Ooh, I can't wait for Christmas! haha.. my fav day of the year! Everyone gets pressies from me! It started around 2005 when I was in UOB, everyone was so nice and gave presents here n there.. So it was the same last year.. so i'm gonna make it the same this year! :) It's a joy to give y'know! :)

2007-10-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hehe, I went Vivo for dinner just now with my sis & Luke.. And I bought something from ToysRUs! :P

I've been thinking of buying it since my sis gave me the cute pouch last Sunday.. It's a Tamagotchi!! I bought the original of coz, it's so cute!!! It took awhile for me to decide which design I wanted tho :P Was so indecisive.. hehe.. I initially tot that I'm gonna buy the blue one, but then I saw this rainbow-coloured one! So nice!! And it even comes with a lanyard and a cute mini character keychain thingy, HOWEVER, it cost $39.95. hahah.. But i didnt like that character haha.. So was choosing between another green one or the rainbow one.. ended up buying the green one for $29.95 hehe :P My sis liked the green one better too!

After tt went to 'tong' some gachapons! It was this disney rubber thingy with stitch/mickey/minnie/donald/piglet's head to stick it on the head of your key! so cute u know! I wanted the stitch so badly but ended up getting EVERYTHING except that! what luck.... my sis told me to try asking the uncle there to exchange.. and guess what? he was soo nice to change one of the donalds I got with stitch!! hehe.. I was beaming at that point... Lucky me also found a dollar in the toilet.. LOL, it was on top of the toilet paper thingy. hahah... okay, time to go slp and learn how to configure my tamagotchi! :P

2007-10-22T14:23:00.000+08:00

I'm on mc today!! Anyway, I spent 2 hours in the clinic today.. almost freaked out.

I've been having cramps and diarrhea like on and off for the past few days, lotsa wind in my tummy too.. And another thing was that I missed my period for nearly 3 months already. So I told the female doc, and she was more worried about that. So, she requested to check my tummy and started pressing here and there... After tt she told me, she didnt manage to 'feel' anything... I was like huh.. feel what?! Then she took this circular calendar thingy and told me that the baby may be ard 10+ weeks so cant feel anything in the earlier stages. I was quite shocked coz she sounded so confident and I'm sure I wasnt coz I dun take such risks, lol...

Anyway, she asked me to do a pregnancy test just to exclude the possibility. Hmm, so waiting felt like forever and I was wondering what if it was positive, haha.. My sis will be soooo excited! And my mum will be like.. I told u so! duh.. The only concern I thought about at that moment was being tied down at only 19. I didnt wanna marry so young or get tied down with a kid at this age! haha. anyway, it was negative.. she gave me some tabs to regulate my menses.. It's written as female hormone on the front of the tabs haha.. Will it make me more feminine? lol!
I asked her the reasons for irregular menses, she said it may be due to stress or weight gain -.- But I'm sure it's not weight gain for me, coz I do weigh myself almost everyday hahaha..

2007-10-21T12:36:00.000+08:00

It's a sunny Sunday! Noone to go to the beach with tho :( I've been wanting to go Sentosa! Maybe after my exams :( That's like 5th of Dec haha... I'm like perspiring like hell now.. trying to get those excess fats off me!! I'm determined to get that figure I want by Christmas!! haha..

Thanks to those who said I got FATTER or chubbier! You just made me more determined to exercise and watch that diet! haha.. But then again, there are also two ppl who said I slimmed down.. crap.. I guess it's more unlikely that I slimmed down yea..

Anyway, I'm trying to sweat myself out on the weekends after I do some housework.. And I hope the dance class helps too! I just noticed that it's ending on the 21st of Nov :( Just one week before my exams start! After that I'm gonna register for something else I guess :P Coz my sis wants to join.. Maybe another type of dance?

I started to shop again recently! Trying to control tho.. haha.. On Friday night I went Wisma, there was this new shop called "Cotton On". Stuff there was really cheap! There was the Topshop inspired polly pocket vest top that was so crazy at one point of time where everyone was wearing it.. If I'm not wrong Topshop sold it at $23 but Cotton On was selling it 2 for $20!! So I bought 1 black 1 pinkish red :P There was this kisslock pink sling pouch which was selling for $5 only! It's original price was like $14.95.. haha.. Oh and before that I went Fashion Lab and bought this kimono-like dress for $12 only :D hehe. and I went Forever21 and bought this pair of rainbow coloured heart-shaped ear studs too..

Hmm, I know I bought quite abit but it's like I only buy when there's sales! Or if I really really like something... :)

Had dinner at Siti's place last night together with Rusdi, Wen Bin & Ain. Dunno where the rest disappeared to.. anyway, first time eating home-cooked malay food for me! It was nice.. I liked the rendang especially. heh, we tooked some photos, waitin for them to send to me!
We also found out that Siti had 14 other bros & sis.. Was so surprised.. Coz we saw they had appeared on the newspapers sometime ago. and Mediacorp took a family portrait for them. haha..Having a big family sounds fun eh..

We left around 8+ and Ain, Bin & I went to Causeway Point to walk walk :D Supposed to send Bin home but he was too tired coz he gotta work today so he left ard 9+.. Or maybe he couldnt stand me and Ain shopping ard! hahaha.. I bought 2 pairs of earrings and Ain bought like erm.. over 10 items? haha, coz they were cheap!! I also bought a bottle of perfume, really like the smell, smells so fruity! I don't usually use perfume so maybe I should start yea! So that was yesterday.. :)

OH and I just realised yesterday that Fahrenheit's coming Singapore next Sat!!! Along with some other Taiwan singers as well for the 新加坡金曲奖(some award thingy)!

Haha, I wanna see Wu Zun! Anyway, I went to check Sistic for the tickets and realised that it has been selling since Aug 20+ -.-
So I guess all the good seats are sold already! But there was this guy selling 2 tickets for $52.50 on Yahoo Auctions. The seat's at the side near the top row, but it's better than the rest I got at the Sistic webby. heh, And it's cheaper!! If you buy from Sistic it's like 2 for $80 for those 2 seats.. :)

Everyone's like so crazy about Facebook now, I don't even have time to play! Can't do so at work :( And one of my friend(used to call him papa cos he's so much older) whom me and my sis used to play CS (Counterstrike) with, keeps fragging me in Facebook with this stupid CS application haha..I don't even have time to retaliate!

I think my room is in a mess.. need to find time to pack pack abit :P

My itchy hands went to my school's webby and realised that they just re-did the webby! And i also found out that they have campuses in China & Vietnam as well haha.. Can't wait for the results to be out!! It'll be released this Wed, but sometimes earlier which is why I just went to check again. Haha..

Anyway, Happy Sunday everyone! :)

2007-10-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

okay.. my body is aching and I bet it'll be WORSE tmr morn! I gotta go slp soon but I still feel like blogging a lil'. :P

Dance today was crazy, the warm up that is. Our teacher had mentioned last week that she had something on today so it was another dance instructor today.. and I initially expected someone older and friendlier.. but.. she looks younger than me!! why are the instructors getting younger? hahah.. She's not really chatty tho, we didnt even catch her name. The warm ups went straight into isolation and it was really tough.. couldnt really get it..

The dance steps were ok.. however the speed is too fast! And the crunches today were crazy too. So many diff types.. she even came to me and press on my tummy and count as I did them.. crap.. I was like trying soooo darn hard to get up and follow her speed as she counted beside me while pressing my tummy...

One thing I thought was good about her was her flexibility & patience while teaching the steps. She was a little 'luo suo' but we went thru the steps so many times that it was easier to follow & I still remember them now. haha.. The bad thing is, it seems like she's teaching a 'higher' level of hip-hop! Kinda difficult for newbies like us to follow :P but if was fun i guess.. altho i wanted the torture to end.. but the cheoreograpy was fun...

okay.. time to sleeep..... stoning already....... I'll hear 5678 in my dreams... :)

2007-10-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

okay.. i'm startin to freak out already.. the amount of hair I dropped from my scalp is terrible.. sigh... if it continues, i'd better go seek some professional help or something.. I love my hair!!! hope it gets back the thickness it used to had. :(

On another note.. it's so easy for me to trust someone.. some say it's stupid or maybe I'm just guillible.. anyway, I hope what I'm guessing is not true.. hopefully.. Cause' it actually hurts alot to know if that's the truth when you wholeheartedly trusted someone.

Don't say stuff like that when you don't mean it... okay?

2007-10-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

Happy 43rd birthday to my Uncle Ronald! :) May your everyday be filled with happiness~!

Hmm, I remembered about his bday sometime in the beginning of Oct, but I actually forgotten that it was today until my sis reminded me last night! And so, I did not get him anything yet :( But I will! Will go shop ard for something for him :)

Oo, I just turned on 9.33 and they're playin Ai Dao by Fahrenheit! Love them so much! (esp WU ZUN) hehe.. That reminds me of the guy that was supposed to dye and wash my hair for me yest! ARGH!.. He kinda looked like Wu Zun.. I went to Jean Yip's at Plaza Sing yest to dye+highlight and get my hair trimmed.. The other time at Vivo, the uncle didnt manage to have enough time to trim the back so it was quite messy..

I realised that the service at PS is much much better too! It was this uncle who cut my hair for me, & then the Wu Zun lookalike was supposed to help me dye+wash, but another guy interferred and was like so rough with my hair.. that guy didnt know i was doing colour for my hair so when he knew, the handsome guy switched places with him again. BUT it ended up with an auntie helping me :( ahahha

Anyway, I trusted that the colour the uncle recommended would be nice for my hair, and it is :) It's more of a chestnut colour with some lighter shade highlights here & there.. My fringe is cut shorter tho.. But it feels more comfortable now :)

The sad thing is.. They scanned my scalp and found out I was dropping hair at the top in the middle. I knew it has been going on for sometime already as my floor is like filled with my hair. lol.. When he scanned the right part of my scalp, he said I must be stressed about work or thinking too much about stuffs.. haha.. so very true :)

Anyway, we had 2 extra company today :) They were uncle Ron's friends from Indonesia.. They looked old, but super loving okay! haha.. The uncle would feed the auntie and stuff like that... I was like awwwww.. hehe..

Anyway, a very BIG THANK YOU to him too for paying for our dinner(eventho i din eat much :P) & for the white leggings & necklace I bought! They were having this promo at Chomel at Vivo. Buy 2 apparels and get a pair of leggings at half price. I was looking for white leggings for quite sometime and me and my sis saw it there so we bought. I bought 2 since the other was at half price :P One long and the other shorter with lace at the end. The necklace's a really sweet heart shape with pink crystals all over it..

Hehe.. not forgetting this sweeeeet pic of me kissing Luke! He was supposed to give me the kiss instead u know. Coz he was asking for a sweet & I was the only person who had some in my bag.. So I asked him for a kiss before I could give him but AS USUAL, he didnt want to so I kissed him and it was caught on cam! hahah..

Dunno why he likes to bully me so much.. ESPECIALLY ME.. he likes to hit me real hard.. (sometimes it's really painful) he likes to pull my clothes (like what he did today) & he likes to show me those scary eyes. haha.. oh well, my sis said maybe it's coz he knows of how I used to her when I was really young. I heard from my sis that I used to pinch her alot.. Until she bled once T.T But I don't even remember anything honestly! haha!

Time flies, it's Monday again tmr! I'll try hard not to have any Monday blues :) Monday's usually one of the busiest days of the week for me as I've got to do thrice the times of reports (for Fri, Sat & Sun). But it's okay :) Being busy is good I guess, makes time fly faster but makes me sleepy at work too. The air con's SO COLD there I have to bring 2 jackets there. And I even tot of buyin gloves (u know those u wear in de ice-skating rink). Yep.. But I tot that ppl might think I'm crazy. haha..

Okay, I think i'm getting crazy, I'm laughing at what I'm typing.. I also bought this French Manicure set too, it comes with the white & pink nail polish and some tapes. :) Altho I dun really have the time to do it.. haha

Haha, was talking to my sis via MSN, she went to facebook to do the purity test.. she was telling me tt she did the test and am found to be purer than me.. But I told her mine was initially 75% but was decreased by SOMEONE to 35% haha.. and then she was like.. mine's 62%.. So i went.. HAHA im purer than u! lol.. lame I know... and she said, obviously she's done more than me.. since she's older.. hahha

Okies, time to go get ready for sleep! Or else I'll be dozing off tmr mornin at work again.. heh.. bad place to sit at.. with 2 sups beside and behind me.. haha.. cant even use MSN at work! bleah..

When I've time tmr, I'll upload somemore pics of today k :)

2007-10-13T15:16:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday! yet i feel kindof bored at home.. Was looking at Rainie's (Yang Cheng Ling) new song's music video.. so cute!! Really like her alot.. I even found a few clips where she teaches the dance steps :P It seems quite fun!! But I guess the dancing queen's still BoA haha..

Heh.. I've gotta try to work out somethin for our grp project for Financial Strategy, will try out tonight hopefully.. :)

Argh, I can't stand guys sometimes.. They just don't understand girls do they. oh well... so sickening at times.....

2007-10-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

It was a really great day.. until I came home and answered the phone.. Anyway, I dropped my favourite eyeshadows which I bought sometime ago from Bobby Brown, they cost like 70 bucks or more..... Feel so crappy now..

Oh well... :( Shall continue blogging when I feel better....

2007-10-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

It's been a long, hectic day.. Nevertheless, I thought that it has been a satisfying day for me. Haha, prolly coz i was so occupied that I actually enjoyed it!

Sounds crazy but I used to enjoy work alot.. when I was working at UOB, I can OT till like 9+.. the latest was 11 haha! and i was just a temp staff there, but my boss was really good to me and even said he treated me like one of his perms already :) It was challenging but no doubt, I learnt alot :)

Saw Wen Bin & Syaz at work today.. and even sneaked out for awhile to accompany Syaz for her smoke break :D It's great to have friends working near you.. :)

But the bad part of today was my darn gastric pain.. I ate some medi provided by the doc some time ago.. however, it seemed like it got worse... I wonder if it was caused by the medi... The gastric pain came after I had lunch.. So it was definitely not caused by hunger.. It was so terrible that the pain went up to my tummy, the upper portion and it started to have cramps.. If it comes back again tmr, I'm going to see a doc.. :(

It seems to be passed down from my family.. My sis has serious gastric problems too.. and it sucks!! I hate the feeling of it.. kindof disgusting.. bleah..

There's dance class tmr.. time to sweat it out again! :) Glad I still remember the dance steps.. haha.. I need more exercise! :P

OH! I just remembered.. last night I thought of my long-lost pen-pal.. YES! a pen-pal... hahaha... I started writing to her when I was around 10, but we stopped when I was around 12.. She's a year older than me and it really brought back memories.. I used to get so excited to receive her letter, I would squeeze my hand into the letter box to retrieve her letter as I didnt had the key. Haha.. I only had this small neoprint of hers..

I went to friendster last night and searched for her name.. Many Isabelles were found.. however, I was quite certain that it was her!.. I just added her, I hope she remembers me! :)

Haha, I'd always have something to add on to my entries! Coz I was reminded of what Steven found in my scalp today!! Apparently, he saw a strand of WHITE HAIR!! I refuse to believe it initially until he convinced me to pluck that strand off. The ends were dyed brown but from the root till somewhere in the middle, IT WAS WHITE!! haha.. gettin too stressed out yea.. And it was really long... so it was quite funny.. haha..

He's really an entertainer.. always disturbin me at work.. I got a phone call at around 5.30.. The guy was like: "Hello, Can I speak to Pearl Loo?"
I thought it was some job agency again.. so I was like.. Ya?? and he went.. "I'M GOING HOME!!" I was like . . . .
Completely fooled by that voice of his! hahha.. it was Steven.. funny guy.. to think that he's only a year younger than my mum.. can be my Godfather eh.. :)

2007-10-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne: When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

Is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

I never felt this way before

Everything that I do

Reminds me of you

And the clothes you left

They lie on the floor

And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were

Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe

I need to feel you here with me

Yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And When you're gone

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

2007-10-08T12:28:00.000+08:00

It's MONDAY! It just stopped rainin at my place now, I didnt go to work today apparently coz of some reasons.. Anyway, I'm quite pissed about something I saw not long ago, a leopard will never change its spots! Unless a miracle happens. lol..

That person's like forcing someone to do or say something that they want to hear, if it doesnt go their way, they start accusing and being offensive. Grow up pls.. Don't hurt people like that.. If someone can just forget about the things you said just because you claim that tt it was said out of anger, then you might as well stab someone and say i'm sorry, I did it out of anger, you have to understand, I didnt know what I was sayin or doing at that point of time. Duh..

It's quite obvious what kind of person you are after saying such things, stop talking asif the World revolves around you only! Don't say that the grapes are sour if you can't get them. Oh, talking abt grapes, I bought 2 punnets last Fri & forgot about them!.. Am eating them now :D

So, my point is.. Stop forcing someone to be the way you want them to, care for someone truly from your heart, and not just for the sake of getting that person's attention..Stop living in your own World.. WAKE UP!! Looks are not everything, what matters most is the inside, so stop being so self-consious & think that you're the best and someone will regret it one day if they reject you!

My group project's due next week and I know nothing haha.. time to start studyin and rack my brains!

I keep having weird dreams these days.. But some of these dreams do freak me out sometimes.. On Sat night I went to Raffles Marina with my family, it's this beautiful sailing club, on the way before we reached we passed by Tang Dynasty and there was Mac opposite the road & immediately I felt that it was so familiar and I realised I actually dreamt of that place not too long ago! heh.. I dreamt of sitting in a car turning out from that road beside Tang Dynasty..

Well, there are times when I find things really familiar altho it's like my first time being there or doing something.. It's either I dreamt of it before or it felt realllyy familiar. Haha, gives me the creeps but I guess it's quite cool too..

The other day someone called me from Germany but he got the wrong number. haha.. and someone just called me again looking for this indian guy... It's not the first time already.. What's up with all these weird numbers calling lookin for the wrong person?

I'm supposed to be studying now, but as u can see... I'm kinda lazy :P

will upload some photos up tonight! :)

2007-10-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK! haha.. It has been ard 6 months I suppose.. longest time I got away from blogging :) Been so busy with work and stuff.. But the actual reason is I got lazy to update :P

Well, it seems like I stopped updating after I quit UOB, well, I went to work at AMEX(american express) after that..the pay wasnt that bad, it was the job scope!! It was so boring.. There wasnt much to do or people to talk to so i quitted.. haha.

After I left AMEX, my bro-in-law actually told me to try for a job at StarHub in the same dept as him coz their new admin assistant went MIA so they were urgently lookin for someone.. Initially I was quite reluctant coz I wanted to look for a perm job instead.. However, I went for the interview and things turned out pretty well :)

I had to attend this training for 3 weeks and it was funnn! Met lotsa crazy and fun people there.. But what worries me the most is answering the phone calls -.- I havent got the chance to learn much as I've got like so many reports to do.. :( so it is quite hectic for me.. One of my sup's transferrin to another dept so I'm supposed to take over some of his reports as well...

The results for my previous two papers will be out on Oct 24th.. I hope I do well coz I studied quite abit for them... =/ but the current last 2 modules are killers.. I know nuts about them. And exams are comin soon...!

Ah well, everything will be fine I guess.. Gettin sleeppppy... Shall continue tmr :) Nitey nite!

2007-04-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

sigh, i wonder why some people just dont get their facts right before confronting others. I received this email from this girl who was complaining why I cancelled one of the sprees and saying she wants the money back blablabla.. but the funny thing is, according to my records in Gmail, she only emailed me twice before, one was to supposedly cancel her orders(but she didnt order anythin) and the other was to demand an explanation on why I cancelled one of the sprees.

Funny huh? I bet she got mixed up with another spree organiser.. so many crazy ppl nowadays.. I also encountered another today. That person even said I was trying to attract attention from the guys who tagged at my blog by saying i'm not happy to make them soft-heartened. LOL, who wants to do that? For goodness sake, I'm not like him, always seeking attention by being so sarcastic and rude and by talking rubbish.

This is MY blog and my taggie, I can do whatever I want with it, some ppl just dont grow up, oh ya, that person even said i'm unwilling to work and study. Haha, I LOVE to work, just that i stopped to look for a perm job, studies are going smooth as well. So weird huh? When people get pissed off, they just shoot rubbish out of their brains. :)

Came back from dinner not too long ago, was supposed to go meet my dear sis but ended up not. Luke's so cute, went to play with him yesterday after my 1st paper and he was so happy.. we played a few computer games and before I left he gave me a kiss and a hug! :)

2007-04-01T16:07:00.000+08:00

okay.. It's been almost a month since i last updated here, but hey, TIME FLIES!! I'll be having my first paper this coming Thursday and I'm not 100% prepared yet, after some studying, I realised it's not that difficult :P

Erm but it's like I'm still at the beginning for the other module.. I went over to help my mum with her packing of salt for 3 days and it was realllly tiring! It's like we start around 8pm and ended like 3am? Yep.. And I was standing all the while :)

But am glad to know that she's earning $ for this and the orders seem to be getting quite alot (I packed like, 200+ a day?), let me know if you want a sample kay? haha, she has Bath, slimming and facial dead sea salt.. It's really good I'd say.. :P

I'm broke.. ever since I quitted my job at UOB, wahaha.. my mum did gave me some $ for helping her but it's like i'm a spendthrift and I'm trying to control my finances now, it's getting dry day by day! I've got like so much that I wanna do after 12th April(my 2nd paper) so it seems like I'm only able to start working after I finish everything tt I wanna do. haha..

I saw lotsa HIRING boards at Vivo the other day.. F21 and River Island were among those which were hiring, I actually thought of trying to see if I could trying working there! I used to think that working at these retail stores were really tiring since the hours are like 10.30am-10pm and from Monday-Saturday, that is of course, full time but what's the point if I just work on certain days? But see how lah, most probably not trying there though.. I still think maybe office work fits me better as I dislike talking to customers.. even on the phone, yes.. haha

anyway, guess what? I'm in the midst of studying and my itchy hands just went to click the I.E and typed www.blogger.com haha, just felt like doing so.. ok, so back to studying now! :D

Finanical Management,Finanical Management,Finanical Management!!!!

2007-03-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm, it's gonna be really hectic for me from now on, or rather, it should've been since I quitted! haha.. I was studying yesterday and realised how tough the module was to me.. I had to read a topic for quite sometime before I kindof got it. Best thing is I havent started on the individual project which is due next Tues! :(

So sian lah. It's either work or study, playtime seems to go by so quickly ALWAYS! :( Oh well, shall blog more maybe tonight, gotta go do some stuffs already. The clothes are gonna be ready to hang soon! :)

2007-03-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

Haha, guess it has been quite awhile since I blogged or even looked at my own blogsite.. Sooo much has happened, the latest news is that I've quit my job at UOB and am slacking my arse off now :D haha, okok, I've quit to look for a better job with better prospects. Is anyone even reading this at all? :(

Exams are around the corner and I know nuts about anything.. Gotta push myself to study and get at least a D(which means a PASS!). So far my latest results were C for Financial Accounting and D for Economics, not good I'd say.. but relieved that I passed!

Everything's pretty much the same just that I've started selling my clothes online! Clothes which I seldom wear/do not wear/brand new ones which doesnt suit me! And I've developed a bad habit of shopping online at sgselltrade and sgsale as well :) I'm putting a STOP to this since I'm gonna be broke soon!

I still feel that my life lacks EXCITEMENT! wahahha, who can give me some? Dunno lah, going crazy again at this time of the night again.. GOODNIGHT!!#$#@%

P.S I've MADE A NEW TAGGIE! TRY IT! :D

2006-11-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

Having a bad sore throat, flu, cough and fever wasnt the best way to start my weekend! Haha, the weekend's over, my throat still hurts.. Exams coming yet i havent been studying much. Been busy with the sprees and stuff..

Sent money to Taiwan yesterday, hope there won't be too many OOS(out of stock) items.. I sent via courier by Speedpost, takes around 3 days to reach. Writing the address in chinese was terrible lor.. especially when it's 繁体字。 lolz.. but it definitely helped me in learning and improving my chinese! It also made me realise how lousy my chinese IS.. Their level of the language is on a totally different level as mine! lol..

Anyway, It's been a week since I went to the Global Chinese Music Annual Awards.. It was great, got to see so many stars.. I guess Andy Lau was the special guest of the night there. lol.. the aunties and girls were screaming their lungs off when they saw him.. Some even ran after his van. -.-

The only memorable thing was that Ella from S.H.E waved to me! Their bus passed by and I was like saying to Mart.. "Isnt that S.H.E?" There was noone around us, so I just waved naturally. hah.. and she waved back lor. I got so excited.. :P After tt a few more ppl noticed and kept jumping up -.-

Ppl who read my blog, get more ppl to support my spreesite ya? My online retail store will be up after my exams.. for now, www.eye--candy.blogspot.com

Catworld(clothes!) & 123Accessories spree (featuring Goong & my Girl items) now on.. :P

2006-10-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

Hah.. Guess where I went last night?.. I went ZOUK.. lol, sounds weird right... I never go such places, my first time there last night.. Best thing was I went with my mum and uncle :) LOL.. They wanted to bring me somewhere to look see look see :P coz since I became 18 i never went before..

They checked my IC.. and bag! I guess it's a procedure that they hafta check all bags.. My mum wanted to order fruit punch for me.. lol.. i was kindof sian initially.. go there drink fruit punch?!Lol!.. But the guy brought this drink called Screamer.. I tot it was chocolate milkshake.. But it tasted a lil bit weird.. maybe it contained a bit of alcohol? not sure though... Anyway tried some Barcardi coke.. my mum ordered black russian for me.. sucks lor.. maybe i dunno how to drink but i din like it...

The place started to get really packed around 11+.. we reached around 10 and it was quite quiet.. The smell of the cigarette smoke was filling up the whole place and it was impossible to breathe FRESH AIR.. haha, expected anyway.. They ordered 2 jugs of Vodka RIBENA LOL.. I nv heard b4 leh. There's actually such a thing.. mixed with ribena :D They had a 1 for 1 deal.. I kindof drank the whole jug myself.. i guess coz there was like nothing much to do except sitting, drinking & looking at people. lol.. I asked whether they wanted to leave after finishing their drinks, they were like quite surprised coz it was like early to them ba. Haha.. I wanted to leave coz i was gettin bored..

We left the place at around 12+.. I was already half drunk LOL.. lousy leh.. Or maybe coz it was becoz of the collagen pill my mum asked me to eat with alcohol. I was hesitant about swallowing it down WITH alcohol but she was so insistent i had no choice.. lol

Time to go study!!! Need to make full use of the day.. :)

The MAS people are coming down on Thurs or Fri.. gotta clear up my workplace by tmr!.. really important !!

2006-10-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

Been watching this taiwan serial drama called “lu guang sen lin" Lead actress is YanYan.. Tt's why I bought to watch.. It's a really sweet show.. the two guys are so handsome lah.. Why arent there any in SG?! lol.. kidding

Anyway, surprise surprise! I passed my English Skills.. It was so unpredictable actually, I felt that it was kindof tough, but I got a B grade! :) An A would've been better though haha.. The results are supposed to be released this Wed tho, but they pre-released one of them I guess..

So sick of reading some stuff sometimes... anyway, my priority is to study for econs & accounts and pass all my exams. lol.. another thing is eyecandy!!! Actually it's not really made to earn money.. wait till my main online site is opened, i've already tot of the name :)

Let me be that little girl!! :)~~

2006-10-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just cant stand to work in that stupid place, having to clean up other people's rubbish and even get questioned when they don't even understand what the other party is going thru. Ive learnt not to even bother to help to solve the problem when it's not even your own business.. Hate the tone of some people when they talk, it's so offensive ya know...

I would say these few days I've been quite moody... Seeing people come and go, looking at how other people live their lives.. haha.. Work sucks, studies getting stressful coz exams are coming and even my business is failing! Eventho it started only on Monday haha.. but it's like so depressing to see so little emails in my eyecandy mailbox since it opened lah.

My daily routine now would be refreshing the email page almost every half an hour. Lol.. so demoralising.. maybe i'm expecting too much. Oh well, anyway, if noone wants to spree from me, ill just buy all the items myself. lol.. They've got accesories from the movie Goong in which the lead actress wore.. So you should know how excited I was when i saw the site :P

http://tw.user.bid.yahoo.com/tw/show/auctions?userID=aries700330&u=%3aaries700330

the girl on the left is from goong :P yup yup, the photo's from goong.. Click on her pic and ull be able to see accesories that she wore frm the show..
Up till now, i still love the song soooo much... 9.33 is like playing it almost everyday.. it's like after ive watched the entire vcd, they starting to air the song quite often.. maybe cuz its showing in Channel U now. everytime i hear this song, I feel like watching the show all over again.. hah.. its like it touches your heart! Only if u watch the show ba...

I've got this scrunchie, bought it for $12 from another seller. Retails @ $21! hee, i din know its so ex.. And the pink is really really sweeeet.. not really that colour as in the pic.. the crystals on the stalk are shiny shimmering.. :P

Cute? bunny earrings!! i wana get em.. Can someone buy for me? :P haha just kiddin, coz i bet NOONE here knows how to buy from the
selller in TW.. :D

This pic is the one i posted previously in the wallpaper of the 4 cuties.. i din know they even sell those earrings she wore there. haha.. :)

2006-10-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel that my life is so BORING.... WORK n WORK n WORK n STUDY n STUDY n STUDY..... that's why time passes by so fast. My free time = sat+sun = watch vcds, do housework and just go out for dinner at night.. NO LIFE AHH..... sometimes i miss those maple days... but it's just wasting my life away...

Sometimes looking at those school kids, I wish I were them.. lol. to be honest, my sec sch days werent that fun.. maybe the 1st two years ba, but it was quite boring during sec 3 & 4.

It's like i kindof envy those girls at times, haha.. they get to go out together, to be able to have someone to talk to.. I mean besides siblings, sometimes it's good to talk to a girl friend also u know? Don't really have one... Feel so isolated and bored sometimes... Only 18 have to worry bout so many things.... havent even complete my dip yet, am thinking of the payment of my advanced dip and even degree if possible. lol.. I think too much, but it's always better to be prepared first ya know?

Not in a really good mood, so my language here is kindof simple and sian...... i really need to GET A LIFE!!

2006-10-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

Everyone pls support kay!! I finally got a temp roughly done webbie as my spreesite.

www.eye--candy.blogspot.com

sweet glamour will be my main online store, will be up after my exams in dec.. pls spread eye candy to ppl u know! (girls pls.. duh..)

i got to go sleep already.. it's already into the wee hours of da nite and i have work tmr! :)

2006-10-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

My blog!! Been so isolated from this place for so long... finally got the heart and time to sit down and blog. How's life for me? Kindof same i gues.. haha. work, study and play!!! Except that my exams are coming soon.. NOV 28 and DEC 5th!! Financial Accounting I and Econs... I gotta buck up, didnt study at all for the upcoming exams..

Been watching this!!!

Bought on the 20th Sept and finished watching on the 31st.. hahaha... first set of vcd which got me so addicted.. cant stop till i finish the whole set :P It's really nice.. go watch it! It's humorous, cute and some parts just melt your heart.. Btw, i changed my blog's song to the soundtrack, titled Sarang Ing Gayo (Perhaps Love). Anyway, 9.33FM plays that song almost everyday ya. lol..

This is my desktop's wallpaper at home and at work! :)

As usual, sometimes i feel that the workload at work is really unfair and certain ppl are doing much lesser work than I am. I guess this shows the different types of ppl there are out there! My online spree site and store should be done after my exams.. dun wana waste time finishing them now.

School's gona shift to Tiong Bahru on Dec 15! SO near my house lah. I can walk home after class ends! But i hafta leave earlier from the office. Anyway, it's time to SLEEP!!! Watch Goong ! :)

2006-09-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

Opps.. 5 more days and it's gonna be a month since i last updated an entry... Sad to say, i'm sucha busy bumble bee nowdays.. The volume of my work has gone up, partly due to the launch of a new card, the Signature credit card. The start of my two new modules are making me quite stressed out too, accounts seem to be alright since i know the basics, however econs is quite confusing when the teacher is teaching sooo fast and she usually ends the class at 9.30pm :) Lol..

Coincidentally, my econs teacher is my financial accouting 1 teacher too :) so i get to hear the bullet train on every Tues and Thurs. Haha, she doesnt print notes for us unlike the other trainers, so I had to print for my 4 group members since I got sabo-ed to become the grp leader. haha.. but i dun really mind anyway.. not much of a diff..

What has happened for the past month? Nothing much as usual, more work, new modules, met up with Jee Yon previously.. well, it was fun :) he had lotssa stories to tell. haha.. oh yeah, and i learnt to cycle last Sat. Lol, i know, its kinda embarrassing only to learn it at 18! But at least I managed to learn it within roughly an hour ok!.. and i found out there were quite a number of them who was NOT SO YOUNG who din know how to cycle too! :P There was a small BBQ thingy at ECP with my UOB colleagues... It was fun.. We had chocolate fondue too :P The small pot was so cute lah, wana buy 1 too!

Latest news is I HAD A HAIRCUT YEST!! yes, AGAIN.. haha.. it's really different this time! The lady changed my parting and she cut my fringe! My mum and sis think i look better. lol.. The last time I went to cut my hair at that salon at Toa Payoh was when I was 12? The same Auntie cut for me :) Went to Uncle Johnny's bday dinner at Yishun after tt... He booked this private room in a chinese restaurant with KTV.. it was so weird since i dunno all the uncles there.. and it was TOO smoky for me, couldnt even breathe any fresh smelling air :( bad for the lungs.. And worse thing, it irritated my right eye... had to walk to North Point to look for eye drops for my lens. Bought this REALLY SMALL bottle at $8.50.. but it didnt help AT ALL.. had to take out my right lens and throw it away. . . wasted!

Anyway, I bought a year's supply of contact lenses today.. hahaha, they were so nice to give me one side extra coz i asked whether they sold piece by piece. Cost me $184.50 in total for a year's supply+ saline solution..Its worth it since they're for my precious eyes.. haha...

Met Liwei today and watched Little Man.. crappy show.. quite funny. lol, met my sis at Expo for JOHN LITTLE'S WAREHOUSE SALE!! haha... bought 2 pairs of really cute shoes.. and this dual lip gloss from Red Earth! It's a bargain.. 10 bucks for the lippy only.. lol.. Even chocolates were on sale as well.. Bought some droste chocolates, I remembered Daniel bought them last year during Christmas for us.. really nice :D~

That's the chocolate fondue.. not much pics to upload... Time to sleeeep!!

Will try to update more... :P nites peeps

2006-08-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

Online sprees!! I'm gonna hold some soon, hopefully get some ppl to help me advertise abit? :P haha.. Will be opening another blog site to hold them.. Most prob items from Taiwan :D More info about that soon....

Anyway, had a crappy, really pathetic incident last night.. Was at TBP last night with Martin and we wanted to buy dinner, I was fumbling in my bag after we got off the MRT but guess what? I couldn't find my purse, and the best thing was, he didn't have his other bank card with him as well, but he only had his DBS card and there was only 16 bucks inside. I found two bucks in my bag and he found another two bucks in his.. so he suggested DEPOSITING the 4 bucks! LOL.. We tried but I saw that the machine only accepts $10, $50 and $100 notes. lol.. Anyway, in the end we got Colin to transfer some $ so that we could draw and eat. -.- At least i know how it felt to have $0 on hand, we felt soo helpless then! haha..

Have been OT-ing till 8+ since Monday, wana earn back the $ I lost during the off days i took for studying :P Lol, just kiddin.. there has been lotssa work, work and more work!!.. =/

2006-08-13T01:20:00.000+08:00

It has been 12 days since I blogged.. soo much has happened. Firstly, my exams are over!! Yipee~ Honestly, i didnt spend much time studying for both papers.. I only took 3 days off on 3 different weeks altogether to study.. It was quite a rush and work was quite busy as well with all the emails coming in everyday :( But im glad it's over, however, i'm starting on the next two modules which are Econs and Financial Accounting 1 next week.. Anyway, I thought that the English paper was quite okay, the summary was quite tough tho. Maths was alright, I was soo worried about it lah.. But i should be able to pass! :D

I've been watching the fireworks as there was the fireworks festival.. Beautiful.. Love the way the colours burst out up in the sky as tho they're like coming towards u.. I missed the one by team Singapore.. Took lotsa videos on the fireworks.. Will upload them if i've got the time..

I went on a shopping spree today.. YES, im a shopaholic.. but i only buy stuff which are reasonably priced or if I REALLY REALLY like it, then i'll buy it.. :) I bought stuff which costs $157 in total but i paid $47 for everything coz $110 was paid using Robinson's voucher :D lol.. I bought this really nice white bag, this M)phosis white pants with a cute belt, a black cardigan-kinda top from Robinson's..

The other two bags I bought at 18 bucks each! lol.. im a 'bagaholic'..

White pants from M)phosis with a polka dotted belt.. :)
My hair band! (those are not my fingers just in case why u r wonderin why they're so fat LOL)

Oh ya, forget to mention that I had a haircut last Sunday.. TA DAA!!

Like there's any diff... haha.. It looks long here but actually the lady cut quite abit.. And she applied this oil on my hair which made the curls back! But after a second wash, they seem to be gone.. -.-

Family is still the best...

Our baby Luke.. dunno why he always like to hit me.. when i wana touch his face, he shuns away and tells me his face is dirty! LOL.. but he's just a lil cheeky boy to me..

Sometimes certain people don't think before they say something.. Is it that easy to give up? If you truly love someone, naturally you'll want him/her to be happy right? I mean, but how sure are you that he/she will be happy becoz of the things u do or say? And do you know how much hurt and sadness it can cause by saying certain stuff? Its like.. love isnt like that.. It cannot be that easily swayed just by a day's ignorance..

Sometimes I feel so numb.. All the words i've said.. all the things i've thought about seems to be useless afterall.. It's not easy at all.. I'm not really disappointed.. just really sad.. But it's okay since i've got the message..

Kono sayonara ga tabidachi naraba
Boku no egao wo zenbu ageru yo
Deatta koto mo aruita machi mo
Futari no mune de iki tsudukeru no

Zutto zutto wasure nai
Tobira ikutsu akete mo
Donna ni tooku hanarete mo
Tsunaida te to te hanare wa shinai

2006-08-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

If u guys didnt notice.. I made a small edit in one of my posts, THANKS to Jee Yon who pointed out a mistake which was something really embarassing to me. lol.. Pls ask me personally if u wana know :P Oh well, work was tiring as well. Proud of myself for finishing 310 existing aps by myself yesterday.. hahah :P So u can imagine how red and pain my right palm is.. Coz i've been writing non-stop till i finish my work.

Today aint that bad... at least i did a hundred+ of them only.. but surprising, Stephanie din come today.. She's the new temp to take over Liwei's work.. She din even inform any of us including Daniel..

Daniel had a full-day meeting today, and i was quite shocked when he called my extension and told me to go to the meeting room. I had no idea of what was I needed for, but after I found out.. I was speechless -.- I was told to stay in the meeting room with all the equipment like lappies and wires here and there. I was supposed to 'look after' them. -.- I was soooo darn bored there! I didnt bring my hp up so i was left with just my access card to play ard with. But i believe it was a good time for me to be alone in sucha quiet environment to sort my thoughts out during that time. After around half an hour later, he came back with a few other people.. There were some ladies from Thailand to attend the meeting. After lunch, Daniel called me twice again to bring something up for him.. lol.. But he's a really nice boss..
He's gonna help me submit my timesheet PERSONALLY to the agency tmr for me! weee!! hahaha.. thats coz he'll be going to Raffles Place for a meeting tmr and i told him that if he dont sign my timesheet today, im gona be late in sending them and there'll be a delay in getting my cheque. hehe..

Oh ya, i even bought 3 red pens today from Popular to accomodate my aching right hand haha.. I'm taking off this Friday to STUDY!! i guess i really need that study time... IM HAVING ENG SKILLS EXAM THIS SAT.. im nervous, confident yet not fully for the compo part. Quite worried for my Quantitative Skills exam next Sat.. *Prays hard* I'll keep telling myself to just DO MY BEST.. haha...

2006-07-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

Life's beautiful.. Love's beautiful too.. however, some things cant be the same anymore.. When there's a crack, it'll be there forever.. Work hasnt been that great.. Made some mistakes and i'm seriously scared of those internal EMAILS.. i've got an email recently from the bank.. so if i'll be able to settle my own cases in the future without having the analysts to print the email for me.. But now i see the trouble of it..

So much stuff to think about, and it's all happening at the wrong time coz i'm having my first paper next sat -.- Havent really got down to studying though.. Time is crucial!..
Watched The Lakehouse last night, quite a boring movie actually :P lol.. but it was quite romantic and touching at some times :) But the plot was a lil confusing.. Din really understand how the couple met each other in the end since they have a 2-year barrier away from each other..

I guess i dun really know what to blog about.. maybe thats coz there hasnt been much happening except PROBLEMS and STRESS.. lol.. trying to view things in a more optimistic way but sometimes its difficult. Although there is that someone who can make me smile like an idiot at times :)

It was Dennis's last day at UOB yest.. im gonna miss him! His jokes, his crappiness.. haha, the office aint gonna be the same! Love the way he calls me "mum" and stuff lol.. Anyway, I wish him all the best in his future endeavours! Hope he keeps in contact with us and enjoy his trip to China and Hong Kong meanwhile :)

2006-07-25T01:55:00.000+08:00

I miss my blog.. i miss blogging.. sadly, the past few days or weeks has affected me so much that i havent got the mood to do things ive wanted to do like blogging or studying.. I guess it's just stepping into another phase of my life.

After around 2 hours of talk with my sis and hx, i guess i'm determined to be more optimistic in looking at things.. Look at things at a different perspective, and you'll become a happier person :) I've finally got it into my mind that being happy is the most important.. There are so many factors to my problems, but they've taught me that once i've made up my mind about a certain thing, go ahead and not look back to regret.. What's the point in regretting anyway? I've gotta make a choice sooner or later, hopefully, i'll be able to look on the bright side and be happy with my decision.

I guess they're right.. I've missed an important stage of my life during my teenage years.. i'm only halfway over the wall, i've gotta learn how to climb over it, but it aint easy. Although i'm able to see things clearer now, honestly, i can still feel the wires tangled up inside me. It takes time for me to sort out my thoughts and ask myself what i really want.

My mum talked to me the other day as well.. dun like to see her cry or be sad for me.. Hopefully she'll respect my decision no matter what :)

I took off to study tmr, my exams next sat and the following one as well :) good luck to me ..

2006-07-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

My tummy hurts.. :( and ive got no idea why.. hadnt had much appetite the whole day, din eat much.. Went to Changi Safra for ktv with my family yest afternoon.. The room was hugeee and it was fun :) Sometimes, It's better to let someone know how u feel, rather than keeping it mum inside ur heart. It feels better :)

2006-07-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

Geez.. i havent been blogging for quite sometime i know.. havent got the time! Anyway it was quite fun for the past few days.. Went out with JingHui on Sat and we went to Suntec.. Bought a wallet for mart for his bday which cost me a bomb so im like kinda broke now :( Anyway my exam's coming soon! Will update more stuffs soon ya :D

2006-06-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

I'm a tired but happy girl today! :) There was so much laughter in de office today. haha, sad that i dropped my crystal jade bread on the carpet though T.T So much for offering someone my bread..hahaha

I ordered clothes from mustshophere.blogspot.com! a lil ex but nice lah.. and they're not from SG..

The dress in the first 3 pics are the same.. obviously.. haha..

2006-06-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

It was fun today! :)

Yep.. We went cycling at East Coast Park! hehe.. I sat at the back while Uncle Michael sat in front, so he was the one controlling the bike :D Felt so calmed to have the wind brush against your face as u cycle.. Luke seemed to have enjoyed himself too.. :)

My mum bought him this cute bubble blower and we stood under the shelter blowing bubbles for him to play :P He got so excited and happy.. My sis and I :D

Dinner was great at this Jap restaurant.. We had the privilege to eat in this enclosed room with only us inside! heh.. It was like eating at someone's home :P

Oh ya, we went to a church service at Expo's Max Pavillion today.. It was sooo crowded and crazy! It was a youth service and everyone seemed so enthusiastic haha.. Wasnt quite used to the loud music system but it was great! A cheery and happy atmosphere.. We were invited by Anthony to attend.. On a happy note, Qihe seems to be recovering! Mart went to visit him today and he could talk to him :) He even talked a lil to me on the phone haha.. He asked me why i never go visit him.. :D I wanted to, but Mart already went without me -.-

I forgot to mention that I finally got my first Levis jeans haha.. I know i know, maybe some of u already has got a few pairs hanging in your wardrobe now so no big deal.. But to me, it's quite ex actually.. That's why i only managed to convince myself to buy a pair yesterday. I LOVE IT! haha.. It cost me a bomb... Wanted to find cheaper ones which i really like but only this pair gave me the urge to buy :P

One of the pockets in front is heart-shaped :)

There are two Swarovski crystals on two sides of the corner of the pocket!

One of the back pocket which i loveee.. More Swarovski crystals.. Actually, i bought it coz i loved the design, not coz of the crystals.. haha.. i believe those crystals are not so expensive..

It's the Levi's Lady Style series :P

This metallic tag comes with the jeans.

Lastly.. the PRICE.. It's quite ex lah but i guess it's worth it for a long lasting pair of jeans with top premium quality! Go get one now! I've become their brand promoter or ambassador. haha.

Oh ya btw, I love this song by Jolin Tsai titled Ma De Li Bu Si Yi. Listen to the whole song kay! I love this part in the middle..
Time to sleep. nites all! ~ :)

2006-06-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

So much happenings recently, nothing good though.. First it was some dispute in my family last Sun but I guess everything's alright now? Anyway, Qihe's in hospital after having a brain operation.. Visited him on Wednesday and Thursday, was quite shocked initially, coz i think he was under heavy medication to make him sleep.. He couldnt really talk, didnt have the strength i guess.. Though i'm not really close to him and we dun talk much usually coz everytime he sees me he'll either say i got fatter or i should grow taller :), I feel sad to see him like that.. .Anyway, pray that he gets well soon!

Sometime this week, Dennis sent me this song and i was soooo happy..! It was this chinese song i had been searching for quite long.. haha :) Gotta meet my classmates tmr for my QS project and they're meeting at Woodlands.... it's like quite far for me... I guess they chose that place since 2 of them stays there? Oh well..

I'm like living a fast-forwarded life now haha.. every day seems to pass by so quickly! That's what i feel when i'm busy and occupied..Gotta go rest early tonight to rack my brains for de project tmr.. heh.. :P

2006-06-11T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm, so much has happened recently! When i've finally gotten the time to blog, i can't upload the photos into the com -.- Somethings wrong somewhere, shall try and fix it soon :D So meanwhile, no photos!

Friday 9th June
After work ended at around 8pm, I was asked to go to BPP (Bukit Panjang Plaza) for dinner.. I was at TOA PAYOH so that was like quite far.. I called my sis in the afternoon coz Han Xun was supposed to come back during noon, she told me that his flight was cancelled and he was stuck in Taipei -.- I kindof believed her but found it weird coz I was wonderin whats the reason for the flight cancel..
I was really tired and I wanted to just meet Mart and go home after dinner. But I still met them in the end since i was so curious as to why were they at BPP since it was quite far and I know HX stays there.. haha..
And i was right, he was there! I was half surprised but it was a pleasant surprise :) Btw I had a bet with Mart.. If HX was back he wins a breakfast from me -.- So, i LOST :(
My mum bought some earrings for me from this cart shop which are really cute :D She also bought matching Baleno tops for me & my sis! After dinner at Swensens, my sis and Luke went home leavin me and Mart to help my mum to pack her salt! It was realllly tiring, I sat on the chair for ard an hour + to pack 96 containers.. They even had to be of the same weight each :D We ended off at around 3am+ and went off for supper. Slept ard 5am that morning.

Saturday 10th June
I was so tired that i slept till 12.30am, woke up for awhile and slept again till 4pm >.<>NEW & HUGE machine there! U know those sweet catcher, it's like 5 times bigger! It comes with a jackpot system thingy and special bonuses and effects, when someone hits jackpot, the whole machine starts playing this cute music and the lights in the machine goes off.. hahaha, we sat there for quite sometime and spent ard 35 bucks.. We managed to hit jackpot and the prize was this donald doll. Besides sweets, there were CINNAMOROLL toys as well! My fav Sanrio char now! :) U know those toy boxes by Bandai.. Hehe, we caught 4 plus this Tamagochi box as well. There were two small Pooh char figurines as well! hehe.. I shall upload the pics of HOW MUCH sweets we had.. There was a whole big bag of them.. wonder how im gonna finish them.. Wait till i upload the photos! :) I think i'm gonna laugh like hell when i see them again :D

I'm supposed to go church today but I was really really tired.. By the time i got home and slept, it was already 3am. Still feel a lil guilty :( I'm not gonna miss going next week! Work is still as hectic as I always say, a couple of new things for me to handle and lots of FISHING to do. Fishing in my case means searching for a few applications in like a few thousand of them.. Sometimes i just hope that maybe ppl in the office could put their shoes in jinghui's and mine to understand that we really have alot to do, everytime i start doing a particular thing, my boss calls me or someone else starts asking me to search for this or that. Fair enough, ive got no choice but to do as told, but it's like sometimes when i've got urgent requests to give out, it's always so difficult for them to understand that it's not mine nor jinghui's fault that we've got to give them out.. I'm glad my boss signed on this Urgent List which means the Urgent stuff is given out based on their names in the list.. Anyway, I know that this is work and nothing personal so i try to endure and just do what I can.. Afterall I'm just a Temp or maybe a Long-Term Temp. Lol...

It's raining cats and dogs outside.. Feeling so cold coz my air con's on as well.. haha, gonna go grab somethin to eat and enjoy my Tian Wai Fei Xian for around an hour before i go do my homework :P Tata ~

2006-06-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

*yawns* i'm supposed to be sleeping but here i am using a lappy to blog! haha.. i sound so fascinated and sua ku.. But it's not mine of coz. I was going nuts doing my QS homework just now.. And i still don't know how to do some.. :( It's this topic on Annuities... ahhh.. MATHS! The subject which pulled me down. Oh well, heard that Han Xun's coming back on Fri? Looking forward for my bro to come back :) Anyway i gotta go sleep! Oh ya, BTW, i had a terrible stomach upset after eating supposedly imported ice cream from this new store outside Bugis Junction's foodcourt.. My tummy still hurts now lah! sad :( Shall continue when i've got more time! Till then.. :D

2006-06-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. I havent got the time to blog recently.. ive got lotsa photos to upload and lots of catching up to do here.. :P Im having lunch in de office now.. Gotta do my Biz math hw later.. havent got the time to do them either :( oh well.. persevere! lol.. reminds me of my sec sch's motto.. strive and persevere! -.-

2006-05-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

Yawns* It was sucha tiring day... On a happier note, I BOUGHT MY VCD! hehehe.. the one ive been sitting on the fence on whether to buy or not.. Tian Wai Fei Xian! anyway more info on that tmr.. TS at Toa Payoh is having a 20% off on most of their items.. Except Da Chang Jin at 10% off only heh.. Charmayne and Ashton bought vcds as well :D

Work is getting interesting :P Daniel allows me to review the Permanent Credit Limit Adjustments now.. and i get to recommend to approve or reject.. heheh.. Quite happy as it's something new.. Sortof like an 'upgrade' for me.. bleah.. At least it's something more than doing my daily routine of work.. Well, gtg sleep.. Took this pic with Mei Xuan sometime ago but only got it from her phone yesterday!

Btw, u can click on the resolutions for a larger view ya know. :) If u want to that is..

2006-05-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

Guess what? im still typing this in the comfort of my office.. haha *yawns*
Really tired but im waiting for Martins school to end so we can go back together.. blog more tmr.. lucky i finished my homework after lunch! :P

2006-05-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

Had school today after work, sigh, it's always so tiring.. But it was interesting though.. the teacher that is.. i tot that some things she said were humorous. Gotta go sleep soon, i'm waiting for my hair to dry so here i am blogging :P I found this pic of me taken last year after the makeover by Kanebo at Taka.. haha, it looks so-not-me :D

2006-05-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back! Yeah, i know, i was in MIA mode for quite awhile.. heh.. It's been a hectic week for me with school starting and all that.. I gotta juggle between school and work and I'm startin to get a lil confused over my Business Maths. =/ Oh well.. Anyway, I've got so much to update here but i've gotta go and sleep soon.. aint getting any earlier.. It'll be a short entry then :)

Had a small shopping spree with my sista on Friday at Wisma, Taka and Esprit! But i only bought this skirt cum shorts thingy plus a top from OP as they were having really cheap sales at Taka.. They're having a Wacoal bra sales as well! Really cheap lah! Go and take a look if u wana buy nice and good bras.. From what i know, Wacoal bras are usually priced at 80+.. but they're like 10+ bucks only at the sale.. So it's a bargain! My sis bought this sweet Esprit jacket with some knitted designs at the top.. Expensive but worth the money since it's special.. I saw this really cute 3/4 pink shorts in Esprit which costs $69.90 T.T Too expensive for me... Too bad :(

Went to watch The Da Vinci Code yesterday.. I had read a lil of the book in the beginning.. It's kindof religious and mysterious and I don't know why but i couldnt sleep after watching it when i got home at 4+am this morning.. Some of the info in the movie are true facts so it's kindof confusing to differentiate whats true and whats not for me.. Anyway, I guess whats most important is what u believe in as what the guy in the show said. :P

Time to sleep, maybe shall blog more tmr night. :) Oh ya, i watched Singapore Idol just now, laughed like hell... Some people were just doing nonsensical stuff infront of the judges.. dunno what they're thinking also.. lol..Makin a fool outta themselves.. =/

2006-05-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm, first things first, i would like to wish Han Xun all the best in US! We will wait for u to come back and ktv again k! :) Must take care there, 3 months is only about 12 weeks! Haha, every second counting now means you're a step closing to coming home~ haha

I took off today to send him off at the airport together with my mum, sis and uncle Ron. We had so much fun since Fri night! It was a celebration for Colin's birthday and Uncle Ron had booked a whole room for ktv at Changi Safra.. Initially, my sis and I were expecting the old system of keying in the numbers for each song but we were so wrong! It was a really huge room, even bigger than my room at home.. It was like a mini bar with a bar counter, lotsa sofas, and a huge screen projector.. And the songs were as updated as Party World Ktv! It was a crazy but fun night.. There was even two cakes, one was a Swensens cake for Colin and the other was a cake bought by Han Xun to mummy for Mothers Day. haha... my mum and Uncle Ron bought the Sony Ericsson W800i for me and passed it to me that night :P heheh, really happy and a big THANK YOU to them as well.

We went to the beach yesterday and Luke had lots of fun playing in the water.. It's great to feel the sea water, the waves and currents coming towards your feet! I bet everyone had their fun these few days!

2006-05-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

*Yawns* gotta go sleep right after this post, aint getting early :D I had quite an exciting day today haha.. Couldnt concentrate on workiing pratically almost the whole afternooon after lunch today.. I was too excited and worried about my orientation, which in fact, was boring!!! *boooo* And so it seems that all of my classmates are in the working class! Lol, it seems that im the youngest there.. AGAIN.. It happened before at my Japanese class i used to attend at Orchard Emerald.. I was attending the part time course which was on tuesday nights, therefore all of my classmates were people who work.. Can't believe i'll be doing projects in the future with people of an older generation.. (there was even an uncle and some aunties) haha, I don't really mind, it's just that i feel that i don't really fit in! But the point is that im there to study and not there to find a bf :P hahaha..

They had combined the various diploma students which includes Dip in Biz Admin, Dip in Human Resource Mgmt, Dip in Supervisory Mgmt, Dip in Marketing & Sales and lastly mine, Dip in Mgmt in Acct & Finance into a lecture hall for the orientation.. They explained of the school's administrative details and exam details and other stuffs.. It's not gonna be easy! Seems like they're quite strict.. And they don't provide lecture notes too coz they're quite particular about plagiarism.. I'll be starting my first two modules starting from next week which are English Skills & Quantitative Skills (Business Maths).. The English Skills part seems quite boring though :P

After my orientation ended, i went back to the office at about 9pm to help JingHui with work and we left together :) I'm gonna need to shop for a tote bag and a new pencil case.. Gotta need to buy some stationery as well.. Sigh, need $ to buy textbooks as well.. At least they told us that the price range is between $20-$50 cos we're buying them at student price.. hehe..

Shall blog more tmr, meanwhile, BoA's latest single pics :P
Nanairo No Ashita ~brand new beat~

2006-05-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

Woot, I feel like blogging tonight :D I've been wondering how my orientation tmr will go.. Feeling excited with a tad bit of worry.. Haha, hopefully i'll be able to juggle between working and studying.. It's not gonna be easy but i'll try my best :) Been watching some news recently... Latest happening thing going on is the General Elections, honestly I didnt really know what's going on until i watched some teevee :P I just know that my area is having a walkover I think coz we're under PAP..

Anyway, I happen to find Rainie Yang's blog while reading someone elses blog : http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/jw!LfmOI86AER7Ou6xEtmEao4L5
I love her eyes! so huge O.O she looks really sweeeet :)

2006-05-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. havent been blogging for quite a few days =/ Been quite busy.. Had been going back to de office for the past few Sats.. Ashy cooked spaghetti for everyone on Sat! I thought that it was nice! :) Not bad eh, since he's a guy.. Good to find a husband who can cook! Anyway, I finally managed to pay my school fees with the assistance of some $ from my Mum, I had to top up the rest with my hard-earned savings and its not a small sum either so I'm officially broke! :( I've still got the other half of $1890 to pay next year after 5 modules.. I'll be having my orientation this coming Wed evening... I hope i dont get to play games or take pictures with Uncles lah.. as what JingHui said. haha.. Initially I had wanted to save the total course fee by myself so that i could attend the next intake which is during Sept, but i guess theres no need to postpone anymore. Sometimes it feels as though i'm forceful in seeking help financially.. Some people may not understand your plight or your feelings. Anyway, leaving that aside, I guess paying for almost half myself would make me study harder since part of me knows that it's my own $ and that i wouldnt wana waste it... Initially, I had wanted to save that $ to buy myself that Sony Ericsson phone, but i guess theres no need for that anymore since i invested my $ into my studies. Haha, too bad for me..

Ironically, it has always been like this.. My $ seems to be gone whenever i started saving.. =/ I'll be studying Management in Accounting & Finance at PSB Academy if noone knows.. I'll be taking night classes on every Tues and Thurs from 7pm-10pm.. So that means i'll be continuing to work at UOB till maybe my dip ends...

Went out with Ashy and Wendy on Sat after work.. We were walking around at Scotts Isetan and we had Bravissimo gelato in the underpass below Tangs. We walked to sit somewhere outside Tangs near Lucky Plaza and noticed the people around us.. Wendy and Ashton apparently noticed this skinny girl who was folding her arms tightly across her chest to try and 'boost' or 'emphasize' her boobs.. haha.. But i was too engrossed in eating to notice :P But i did notice a he/she infront of me :) He/she thought that we were talking about him/her so he/she took a few peeks at us..

We walked to Paragon and went to Gucci since they wanted to go there.. Honestly, it was my first time going in there -.- They had some nice wallets and this cute girly handbag that i like! But the wallet i like cost 600 bucks. heheh.. Wendy liked this huge bag which costs over a thousand and she claims its still 'within her budget' hahah.. She's getting her bf to buy her the wallet as well! :) Lucky girl..

Anyway, we had an early dinner.. Wendy suggested eating at this Chinese Restaurant which she mentioned wasnt too expensive for me.. There was an outlet at Paragon so we went there.. It was quite a huge restaurant with lotsa waitresses and chefs waiting ard.. We had Pork Chop fried rice, a complimentary Hot & Sour soup since Wendy had a UOB credit card, 10 xiao long baos and a plate of dou miao.. *yummy* We started at about 6+ and ended at 7+.. I ate till my tummy was about to burst anytime.. :D We took a long stroll to Plaza Sing and met Martin there.. We followed him to Pepper Lunch Express at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt station.. He had his dinner and Ashy still ordered ice-cream lah! What to do, he never seems full hahaha :P We had this funny conversation about scary movies since Wendy said she dreamt on Fri night that we went to watch this scary movie and she was so scared she hid her face on me. -.- haha.. They were saying that they couldnt sleep at night if they had watched a really scary movie.. lol.. Ashy even said that he watch this Alien show while he was in Pri sch and did not sleep for around 3 days! *smacks forehead* his dad called the school de next day to inform them that he wasnt going.. haha.. so cute right. I believe everyone has their own fears or scary encounters..

The temps in my department has increased to 4. There's me, JingHui, Christina and Dennis now.. Dennis and Christina are the ones doing the Balance Transfer stuff so all the other work stuffs are handled by me and JingHui.. Daniel even mentioned that he may be getting another temp to help me! yay.. but i told him that there will be no place for him/her to sit. -.-

Working life has been so far so good for me.. Since July, i've been learning lots of things related and non-related to working in a bank.. At least ive experience the working stress and tried to cope with it.. The people working with u are really important as well, i've gotten to know a bunch of fun and crazy people :) Even the youngest is older than me by 5 years excluding the temps.. haha.. But they're all young at heart lah :P

Oh ya.. sometime back i mentioned about this Singapore student author right? He mailed me about his new book, i went to read the few chapters and tot that it was so touching :( Go check it out if ure free :D http://www.goodybooks.com/youarehere.htm

Hmm, i've been reading this gay blog recently.. Found them quite weird initially, but after reading some of their posts, i think that they're quite cute! haha, quite a loving couple, but i can't believe that they're around my age.. Anyway, i feel that people shouldnt discriminate them.. heh, U may wana take a look : colinandkero.blogspot.com

2006-04-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

There are days when you feel as tho everthing doesnt seem to fall in place and u just feel so stressed out.. A few days ago u felt as tho u were the happiest girl in de world, and now everything isnt right. It's these times when u feel like crying and feeling really emotional.. sometimes u really do not understand why certain things are happening to you and what u should do..

I guess on a happier note, i got a missed call from PSB Academy this afternoon, tried calling back but they transferred my call to some weird guy who told me to call the main line again. Anyway since they could not reach me, they called Martin and told me ive gotten a place in the school. Shall post more details soon.. After confirmation comes payment right? Dont even know how im gonna go about doing that. Sometimes I feel that i'd rather have my studies well paid for more than anything else, or rather.. that's the only thing i want now.. It's a really big headache having to worry and wonder about $$$$, especially when it is essential and what i see as IMPORTANT now.. I do not wish to have anything else such as material goods and such.. no matter what, i feel that $ for my education is the priority now.

Work is getting no better... when it comes to work, i can only see the huge word CCAPS in my mind. There's like a few hundred beside me and i have to review ONE by ONE everyday. I'm not complaining, just feeling that the workload is nuts.. And noone is helping me now btw.. JingHui still makes errors in certain work, and i have to guide and remind her always, coz when something is wrong or whatsoever, ppl there find and ask ME so its like im kinda responsible for everything she does.. No choice, it's work afterall and its important.. My boss wanted me to throw all the other work to JingHui and have me concentrate fully on doing CCAPS but i know its impossible for now.. Shes still so unstable and there are some things which i havent got the time to teach her yet.... Maybe some analysts may think that my work aint that stressful compared to theirs now but i feel that my workload is equal to theirs or even more.. It's not the amount of things u've gotta do with a certain application, its the quantity! It's crazy.. I'm trying my best to do as many CCAPS as i can everyday in order to try to keep them up to date.. Daniel even asked me if i wanted the analysts to come back on Sat to finish my CCAPS for me. Obviously i told him it wasnt neccessary.. I didnt wanna burden them with extra work and spoil their weekend.. I told him that i'll try my best to finish them ASAP.. First time in my life I wrote till my whole right arm hurts.. It's been hurting for a week, ive strained the muscles i guess.. But all in all, its a good experience... I've gotta remind myself that this is life, there are things which doesnt go the way u want them to.... Everyone's still gotta live on solve that problem....

4 months and still counting... bleah...

2006-04-16T10:10:00.000+08:00

There will always be days or times which u will wana remember forever! I've just had the best and most memorable 18th birthday of my life! :) I wana thank everyone who wished me and spent my bday with me! :P Thanks for all the presents too. hehe..

*It's gonna be a long long entry :)*

13th April
It started even before my birthday, on the 13th.. My colleagues surprised me with a really nice chocolate cake and a cute card! They made the card themselves :D It was a lil rush though, since my boss was just sitting nearby, heh, but i appreciate the effort and thought!

Work was as usual, stressful and piling up. But i managed to survive thru work! (I had to) heh.. Anyway, almost all of them left on the dot -.- Most of them told me they had appointments with their friend/bf. Wendy and Ashy helped with the counting and bundling of the aps and soon Ashy rushed off.. I left with JingHui and Wendy.. Saw Martin downstairs and we went to Taka to walk ard. Didnt had the appetite to eat dinner so we ate some Yakitori and this really EXPENSIVE but great slice of cake from Baker's Inn.. It was called Sweet Pleasure I think. Anyway, i was getting really sleepy and tired from a day's of work.. So i suggested going back home.. But he suggested we go Heeren, so we walked there... While we were walking outside Party World Ktv just after Swensens, he asked me whether I wana go Ktv. Obviously i declined, coz i was really tired! He insisted and starting pushing me in. I knew something was wrong, he usually wouldnt force me to do anything. I tried to U-turn and walk back but i failed to T.T He led me to the lowest floor and brought me to this room. I thought i would see his friends inside but I saw Charmayne, Joyce, Wendy and Ashton inside lah! So shocked and embarassing.. That moment I walked in, it felt like i was dreaming or something.. Coz it felt so weird! But i was happy :D And i saw ANOTHER cake on the table. It was Swensen's ice-cream cake! They sang me this cute twins' version of Happy Bday and I made another wish :P (All my bday wishes are the same, im not greedy okie! :D~) I had fun that night, another surprise came when i saw Wei Ying!!! When i heard someone mention her name, i sortof tot that maybe she would be coming, Was so happy to see her, but yet dun really know what to talk to her about. Haha, saw her Poly timetable, kindof wished to have my own. Heh, the next shock was when i saw my Mum and Uncle Ron walk in.. Haha, I knew the rest felt awkward since they couldnt behave like siao za bors anymore :P My mum made me paiseh by saying that i sing well and i shouldnt study and should go music sch. Haha, soon they left and Uncle Ron actually paid for the bill! Only realised it when Mart showed me the receipt... Felt kindof bad since it was really Expensive, ard $167. Sang quite a few songs and even sang some with Ashy! Damn funny lah, they were pressing him to sing Jie jie mei mei zhan qi lai.. We went to Coffee Club after the ktv ended, we wanted to extend but were unable to since some ppl already booked the room after us. Waited quite long for the drinks, had Strawberry Garden which was quite nice :) Really aromatic.. Took Wei Yings camera and saw those crappy photos we took in the office, more in her hp though :P Laughed like hell when she showed me Mei Xuan posing infront of the hp using the VIDEO mode.. Lol! She didnt realise that she was actually taking a video instead of a photo of herself. Blur girl :D We went back around 2+, just as we were walking inside the carpark at PUB, we saw that the gate was closed! The gate for the car to exit was closed. Luckily Mart saw the button for the gate to wind up.. Now i know where exactly Wei Ying lives! heheh, It was quite Ulu lah, quite dangerous if she were to go home alone. Reached home at around 2+, only slept at 3am by the time i washed my lenses. It was a wonderful night filled with surprises ! Loved it :)

14th April
Was supposed to go for a hair appointment at 11am but couldnt wake up :P So i skipped it and went to Raffles City. Mart brought me there, he said we were late.. I was wondering who we were gonna meet.. Until i saw Amanda, my sec sch friend! I havent seen her for about a year and she's grown taller! haha.. She was in the same class as me since sec 3 and we sat next to each other.. Had lunch at this Italian restaurant on the first floor, the food was not bad but since they did not serve iced water, the mineral water costs a bomb! And it was not even enough to fill all 3 glasses. Haha, there was a heavy downpour outside while we were eating.. So we were stuck in Raffles city all the way till Suntec :P We walked to Suntec after our lunch and went to the arcade to try some luck at the dolls :D Martin caught me a really cute Minnie after some time.. We went to spend some money on the Gashapons too T.T haha.. Amanda really wanted this cute cat thingy sitting inside this Ramen bowl but i guess it was quite rare so we din manage to get it in the end.. We stood there using her hp's torch inside the Gashapon to see if the ramen was the next.. We left at around 6 and went to Thomson Rd to meet my family at this chinese steamboat restaurant, it was more of a China style place.. Ate like a pig and received prezzies from my sis, JunXiang and my mum! heh, my sis told me to open hers. She gave me this roxy pink handbag! The material was really comfy and soft, has a cushiony feel to it. It was really expensive lah, she told me the price.. There was a top from Mindustrie inside! Heh, really cute Minnie mouse print on it :) My mum gave me an assortment of things, there was a really nice pen with pink, orange red and purple shades on the outer cover. There was this Pearl necklace and Bracelet inside, really sweet and feminine :P There was also a really small skirt which I cant fit in to haha.. There's also a scarf or tablecloth? T.T I dunno what exactly it is but it's a beautiful piece of cloth! haha.. Theres also a top which is too big for me =/

Jun Xiang got me this diamond necklace from Goldheart Jewellery, heard that it's not CHEAP but realllly EX! But it's just a simple and nice necklace :) Opened the prezzie from HC and saw this pepper plus top and lots of figurines from the anime My Hime. haha.. My sis accidentally let the cat out of the bag when she said to me that I'm going to Mind Cafe later right? Actually, i din know where were we going after dinner since Mart had kept it from me again. haha.. We went there after dinner and there were two big tables with sofas on one side reserved for us :) I saw yet ANOTHER cake! Omgosh, so many lah.. 3 altogether! It was this Strawberry Cheesecake from Secret Recipe but the cake wasnt that nice =/ Made the same wish after they sang the bday song but so paiseh coz it was quite loud T.T Luke was reluctant to stay upstairs at first, i guess he didnt quite like te environment as there were lots of people around. But he managed to settle down when he saw that block of Uno stacks or Jenga blocks? haha, anyway glad he enjoyed himself too. Wei Qiang, Freddy, Jt, Kl and Owniee turned up.. A bunch of crappers to make the game even crappier! haha :D Wei Qiang gave me this huge Kon (a cute lion doll from the anime Bleach), he said it was for me to step on when im pissed off :) Ron & Ceci din come but they gave me this pair of black ear studs with a nice cross necklace. Freddy, Jt and Kl gave me this Esprit Spaghetti top :P We played this word game thingy where u gotta try and make the ppl ard u guess whats that word without using certain related words listed on the card. It was really funny.. Mei Xuan had called me earlier on to ask if we wana meet up with Ashy and Wendy as well. They waited for us till about 12+ at Fisherman's Village at Pasir Ris T.T Finally found the place and sat ard for awhile before leaving for Punggol to eat supper! :D Mei Xuan and Wendy lived nearby so Ashy sent them back.

It was a wonderful birthday and i enjoyed it! Have not received so many prezzies since i was 10. haha.. Had not expected such a bday at all.. A big Thank You to Martin as well, since he planned almost all of this :))

I guess all the pics will only come later in the week since none of them has sent me any yet !

Went to Bugis to walk around at got myself a landyard from this Sanrio shop.. It's CINNAMOROLL!! hehe, i love Cinnamoroll, so cuteeee!! But really ex too.. Most expensive landyard.. I used to use this cute shoelace as a landyard to hang my access card and EZ link card. Bought some earrings which are really sweet and unique! Martin bought this watch but later we found out that it may be 2nd hand -.- I bought this really sweet pink watch as well.. For $9.90 only! heheh..

Sometimes, it's just hard to believe that time flies so fast. I still remember in the past where I would complain that im still so young, i wana be 18 and grow older! Coz 18 marks the legal age of drinking, clubbing and etc.. haha, but it seems like nothing now since i don't do them. But at least I feel that I've learnt quite alot since I started working and that some good things dont last forever! Treasure while u can.. Sometimes things may not go the way u want them to, but take them in your stride and look forward! :)

2006-04-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

Went to Suntec to collect my coloured lenses on Friday with Wendy, Ashton and Jing Hui.. Had Thai Express for dinner.. The tom yam glass noodles was really spicy! The soup used to be red, but it's CLEAR now.. Similar to Simply Thai.. Had a really uncomfortable tummy thruout the night after that. Maybe I ate too fast or something.. We waited for a cab real long, our hope came when we saw the light flashing TELOK BLANGAH on top of the cab :P Shared cabbie with Jing Hui, she stays at Bukit Purmei.. Quite near me :)

Had a really fun day today :P Went back to the office till around 4pm, yet my work is still unfinished. There were about 200+ CCAPS in total for me to complete, plus lots of other work.. So i spent the whole Fri doing 100+ CCAPS.. I'm still left with 50+.. Kindof stressful since I'm the one giving out the applications to all the analysts in the morning and if my record of numbers of the applications are wrong, im responsible for it... The numbers are in thousands nowadays, so it's not that easy to make sure the numbers match daily. Sigh, I got the numbers wrong for last week so Daniel asked me for a reason. Haha, anyway, putting work aside, I went shopping with Wendy and Ashton today! :D

We went to Taka and Heeren. All of us bought something and I got my earliest Bday gift from Wendy! I saw this halter cum cross back thingy top at Fox which i kinda like but din wana buy since I bought a tee from Zara already, so she said she'll buy it for me as my bday prezzie since she dunno what to buy for me so it'll save her the trouble. A big THANK YOU to Wendy. Lol, happy to have a friend like her! Or rather, a 'da jie' since she's the oldest among all of us. haha..

Jing Hui walked around with us for awhile and left for her friend's house. We continued to shop and Ashton bought this bracelet from Alternatives at Heeren. Not bad, nice design :D It suits him! Not bad lah, 2 girls to give comments about everything he bought :P

Oh yea, i collected my colour lenses on Friday. Tried them on today in the morning but my eyes were so not used to them! The lenses are much bigger than my normal ones and they tend to move! Heh.. It's not as clear as the normal lenses as well. Wore specs in the office and tried on the colour lenses again with Mei Xuan's assistance :P Finally got used to it, it's honey coloured by the way.. hehe, i like the colour, but i guess if the colour is lighter, it'll look better.

Oh btw, I received my rejection letter from NYP yesterday. Finally. Haha, expected it, but i feel that they shouldve sent the letter earlier to prevent any last minute inconvenience. All of them accompanied me to PSB Academy today to enquire again. Got home lotssa brochures. Anyway, i'll be studying part time, so ill be still working in UOB for long i guess. Heh.. Its been a week without Wei Ying! Still havent fully gotten used to it, and I still miss her! Miss all our crappy jokes and laughter. Oh well, anyway, like she said, Like is full of contradictions, when you're around, you never learn how to appreciate the people ard you. When that someone is missing, only then will you realise the importance of it.. She'll be starting her orientation next Monday already, hope she'll have fun!..

BoA's got this new single and i love that song!! It's titled Nanairo No Ashita~brand new beat~
I love the mtv.. it's really cute, love the dance! Shall upload it tmr and paste the link to dl here :P

2006-04-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

Im soooooo tired and stressed! Work is eating me up.. consuming almost all of my energy and concentration... The new girl came yesterday, her name's Jing Hui. She's waiting to get in Uni, a year older than me. I'm having such a tough time trying to juggle all the work on one hand and tryin to teach her on the other. Maybe becoz it's her first two days at work, but i feel that she keeps forgetting things which i've taught her and it's not helping :( I havent teach her most of the things yet coz she's gotta get used to the basics in order to understand the rest. I havent got the time to really teach her as well. I'm currently doing something new called CCAPS, Wei Ying used to be the one doing it, so she handed it down to me. It's actually some of the credit card forms which are pre-approved coz they're existing customers. So, i'm able to sort of approve it and check other relevant details. There's a new promotion called Call-for-card on the ladies card and ladies platinum now so my workload is getting higher! There were like 90 CCAPS in total today.. Adding to yesterday's, there's like 100+.. And i havent really touched todays.. There's too much work to be done.....

All of us miss Wei Ying! Charmayne and Joyce called her to disturb. haha.. I realised that we've been working together since Dec and it had been 4 months since then. We see each other every week during work so it's kinda weird not to see her now.. But everyone's gotta move on, so it takes time to adjust and get used to it! So treasure everyone now while u can! She typed a really sweet letter for me and printed some photos which i'll never forget! :)

It seems like everyday im waiting for a letter which isnt gonna arrive. haha, anyway, ive kindof given up hope in NYP, i guess im still gona do the part time dip in PSB! :) Anyway, tiime to sleep, update when i can!

2006-04-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Just got home from Fish n Co and Marina South. Was with my sis, mum and uncle. Been a long time since all of us went to Marina South together, we used to go there all the time when i was 11-13. haha, we would go home really late then.

Anyway, i'm dedicating my blog song to Wei Ying! S.H.E's Yi yan wan nian. Coz i know we both like the song! :) Wanted to change to Guo Mei's Mei's Gou gou shou coz we always hear it on 9.33fm during work! -.- haha.. Anyway gtg sleep, preparing myself to stand alone on the warfield tml. LOL. not that serious lah :P

2006-04-02T16:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm, so much has happened! Went back to the office with Wei Ying on Sat voluntarily to do some work and file some stuffs. Left at around 4+pm.. Ashton, Charmayne and Mei Xuan went back as well. Ash was the only one left when we left though.. Sigh, i really miss Wei Ying! My workload is crazy.. The new girl will only report to work on 10th of April.. Joyce went to Hong Kong yest and will be back on Thurs i think.. So i'll be the only temp left these few days! haha.. A good experience i guess, good to feel stress once in awhile i guess. Sigh, but i seem to feel really stressed coz of so many things recently including NYP's reply to me.. Waited so long yet no news.. On the other hand, Wei Ying smsed me last night and told me that SP replied her! She got into her first choice of Banking & Finance. Really happy for her, since she was kindof worried for quite long when they had not reply her. :)

Anyway, something for Wei Ying:

Hey girl, thanks for everything! All the fun we had working together, going down to Data to disturb Jingqi and Huda, carrying all those super bulky aps.. Including 'xiao bai' and Shi Pei! Not forgetting what happened on Fri about TMC, haha... Now i know how tough it is to handle all the work when u're alone! Anyway i guess these few days working alone shouldnt be too tough since ure always alone too when im on half day off or on a few days off. :P I guess there won't be anyone trying to open the toilet cubicle now, so i can pee in peace! haha, I also won't forget those times when we would write crappy letters to charmayne/ah doi or go around disturbing everyone especially Lihui.. haha, i bet she wont pinch me anymore just coz u said her eyes 'ta' stamp coz there wont be anyone to disturb her back ! Those were the times! haha, there wont be a chance for me to stay in the lift from 20th floor to the 1st floor just to listen to a song i like while we were supposed to go data. :) The mailroom guys will miss u too, now there's only me to 'eyyy' to them. haha.. Remember to send me all the photos! Remember not to press 18th floor when u sit any lift in the future :P Take care girl, have fun with ur poly life. :) Keep in contact, i will call u out one day to return u ur umbrella! Thanks for ur mr bean memento. Thanks for all your lame but funny jokes :P hehe, all the best, little indian!

I just did some ironing haha. Shall update more when i come home!

2006-03-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

Almost everything today is just not right. Had a disagreement with one of my close colleagues, din talk to most of them after lunch today.. No mood i guess, sometimes i ust don't understand.. Too tired to go into further details. I seriously need rest. As u can see, it's close to 12AM and i've just had my dinner. Not much appetite nowadays as well. Life sucks, for now i guess. I hope so too. My workload is terrible, theres so much to do yet so lil time to finish everything. The environment aint helping much either. Sometimes ull just feel so left out as a TEMP staff. Coz no matter what, ure just a TEMP staff.

2006-03-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

The past week has been hell for me. Hell coz i've not been able to get much sleep! I'm supposed to be ironing my clothes for tmr but i felt like updating a lil. So much has happened since last week and it aint making my life any better! The maid is gone, gotta wash+hang my own clothes, do ironing etc... That means i'll be eating food from outside everyday. Leaving that aside, it's Wei Ying's last day this Friday. 3 more days.. :((( I'm gonna miss her really, but she said she won't miss me :( Oh well, she has her own close friends, unlike me. Haha, maybe that's why i feel kindof sad to know that she wont be working with me anymore..

The workload is terrible... The applications these few days are close to a thousand, we just hit the thousand mark yesterday, altho it's a lil lower today. A new girl is supposed to replace Wei Ying but no confirmation of when she's coming in yet. She's Wendy's bf's brother's younger sis. Heard that she's a year older and waitin to enter Uni. See the difference? haha. Just a year older than me and waiting to go uni already, while i'm still waiting to START a dip.. Working with Wei Ying had made my working life so much more fun and crappier! U see, there's bound to be an age gap of some sorts eventho u may be close to most of ur colleagues at work if u're like 6 or more years younger than them. That's why i know it won't be as fun and cheery anymore.

I just learnt CCAPS today.. So that means more work for me on my tasklist. haha.. I havent even manage to finish doing them today, did 83 JCB forms for around 3 hrs! I'll be going for a manicure & pedicure class at IMM this sat from 1pm-6pm. The teacher's my mum's friend, i heard it's professional mani & pedi. Anyway, my mum told me to go for this CoverLooks photo shoot thingy... She wants a photo of me after using her salt to wash my face -.- haha. She wana use my face in her brochure or somethin... I guess i'm too busy this week to do it.. Sigh... she even said i MUST do it.. arhhh.. Anyway, when i told her most prob i'll be going to PSB, she said i've got no heart to study and i should just go learn music. She said that working at UOB is no good coz she thinks that my pay is too low + the hours are too long. I feel that it's already considered high for a temp staff and it's like the hours are long coz i choose to OT most of the time.. Sometimes i feel that working outside is more stable rather than helping her with her work stuffs.. I don't really know how to put it to her too, she don't understand...

So many things on my mind, im really really tired... I need rest mentally and physically... And it's hard to get people to understand most of the time.

2006-03-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

Wooot.. havent been blogging since last Thurs. Too tired and busy to do so these few days.. Sorry to those who've been waiting for my updates! I shall blog on what ive been doing for the past few days after i work tmr. heh, gotta go slp now. Havent gotten much sleep recently. Gdnite everyone :) Sweetest dreams!

2006-03-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Dorm with Wei Ying at Plaza Sing just now. Loved it!

*SPOILER ALERT*
I thought it was a really scary show initially, well, it is in the beginning, with all the creepy and eerie sounds effects and sudden shocking parts. But it eventually blossomed into a somewhat touching show about friendship.. Go catch it! The boy is really handsome and cute! :P heh, love his double eyelids! Not the main actor, the ghost. :) It's in thai but there are subtitles of English. Oh, it's kindof funny as well, and there are some crappy parts as well. Haha..

Time for me to sleep! Eyes are getting red, i guess it's the lenses! Anyway, my eye drop sucks, itches my eyes and made them red while i was in de office. Gotta get a new one! Goodnight all.. :)

2006-03-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

I went running today! Guess what? 8 rounds! hehee, 8 rounds including walking lah. Lol.. I salute to the temp staff from Cashplus. Can't really remember how to spell her name =/ She jogged all eight rounds without stopping.. Was initially jogging with her, however my tummy hurt and MY SHORTS ALMOST DROPPED! They were kinda loose during the 5-8th round and soon it was impossible to run with them! hah.. Those stupid fake adidas shorts I bought from Cine became so loose.. Anyway, it feels good to look up at the night sky and run.. For me, it seems easier to run that way, it kindof eases your body and makes it more enjoyable!

Hmm, gotta go for the cremation on Sat for Mart's grandfather. I don't really like to go such places, kindof saddening to see.. Anyway, it'll be over soon, so i guess no point brooding over things.. My mum wanted to attend the funeral just now.. But i told her that i din wanna go down coz im really tired after running and only left the office at 9pm. I'll be watching two movies this week with Wei Ying! heh, shall be catching Dorm and Nanny McPhee! heh, enjoy myself with her while i can! She'll be resigning next Friday and it's confirmed with Daniel already. Sigh... things at work are gonna be so different. It'll be a one-man-show for me now.. My boss won't be hiring another temp staff to replace her u see. Ahh well, more about that tmr. Don't wana tire my mind with so many worries and uncertainties.

Hopefully 'Chuan dao qian tou zi ran zhi' will work here. haha..

2006-03-21T00:09:00.000+08:00

It's been a tiring 'eye' day for me. lol.. Struggled for about 15 mins this morning to get my lenses into my eyes, which resulted in me being late for work T.T Anyway, managed to get them into my teary eyes and rushed to work.

It was a lil day and itchy sometime during the afternoon, and the eye drops didnt seem to work, but i got over it eventually and wore it till 10pm. Now they're kindof red and tired.

On a sad note, Martin's grandfather had passed away this morning not too long after i left for work. Hmm, shall blog more on that tmr.. i'll be going running tmr again.. Kindof tired now, not in much of a mood to type more.. Goodnight people :)

2006-03-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

Oh no, i just burned a huge hole in my pocket. Hah, but looking on the bright side, I just got my contact lenses today! FINALLY, yeah.. Had my eyesight checked at Suntec, right eye 175, left one 250. Anyway, had a hard time tryin to put them on. Tears kept flowing out.. thanks to the patient Auntie, I managed to wear them :D heehe.. After I wore them on, she said she's gonna teach me how to take them out. I was like.. what the hell..... I just finally managed to get them in my eyes and now ure asking me to them them out again! haha, but she's right, ive gotta learn how to take them out too! Had a terrible time taking them out.. But finally got them out, after i got them out, she asked me to put them back again. =/ And i got them in my eye much easier this time round! :) heh..

Anyway, i purchased the monthly disposable lenses which costs $60 for 3 months, but they were having a promotion.. Buy the second box at half price. So it was 90 bucks for 6 months. I ordered a specs too.. Since i cant be wearing the lenses 24/7.. Promotional price at $138 for the frameless glasses.. Plus all the saline solutions, eye drops and Solo care aqua wash thingy.. I paid $258 in total for my eyes T.T It's supposed to be good since they're for my eyes and im finally doing something for them, but i still feel the hole in my pocket. haha..

Sigh, there's something wrong with what i ate... had Kenny Rogers baked fish for dinner.. Immediately after finishing the food, I went to the ladies.. I'm having a terrible stomach upset. Went four times already! omgosh.. Anyway, the Kenny Rogers at Marina Square is not bad, u dont have to queue for the food! They'll serve u, and i think that's better.. Had my fav. Macoroni & Cheese and steamed veggies as side dishes :P

Everywhere seems to be having sales... I bought 2 beautiful pink skirts from Little Match Girl at $15 each, the original price is at $49.90! I also bought this really nice white top.. It's kinda sexy LOL..

Bought 2 office pants from U2 as well, 50% off for the 2nd piece! It's not like i've got to wear formal office wear while workin, but i just love the pants! Both came with belts which are so cute and lovely! :)

PureMilk is having a sale too! All the skirts except denim skirts are priced at 2 for $39.90.. Bought a khaki coloured, and a light brown.. hehe, feel a lil guilty for spending though.. But i always say that money can be earned back! At least I make an effort to save some $ :P

2006-03-19T14:29:00.000+08:00

Heh, havent updated since Thursday night. Been busy watching tv almost all day yesterday. Went to the food fair on Friday night and bought a couple of things. There was ths huge booth selling instant noodles and different types of noodles like ramen, mee sua and such.. But I dont usually cook so i bought the instant bowl noodles set for 10 bucks.. There were like 10+ of them.. Lotssa different flavours. The set came with 2 packs of noodles.. I don't really know what kindof noodles they're called but it's kinda thin.. Maybe i'll give them to my sis or something, coz i don't cook!

Anyway there was this booth called 'Ito En' selling drinks which were imported from Japan. There were having a 1 for 1 promotion, so that means 1 can of drink actually cost 2 bucks by default.. Bought a few flavours to try, it's really aromatic.. I think they have this tea plantation in Japan and manufacture the drinks there. There's lemon tea, apple tea, milk tea, green tea, mugi tea, and others :P

I ate this thingy called Ma la yu yuen.. Ma la fishballs, haha.. Kindof weird, but it's really nice! It comes with two small fried fishballs, a scoop of cabbage which is realllyy soft and a HUGE piece of tofu! U know those kinda tofu u eat in Yong tau foo.. heh, just that it's bigger. And of coz, with the gravy.. Not that spicy but it tasted good! :)

Shall continue tonight when i come home! It's coming close to 3pm and i havent had my lunch! Gotta go out already :P

a bonus pic. hahaha.. i love him!

2006-03-16T23:18:00.001+08:00

Weeee.. I'm so full now! Just had dinner :P Yep.. Ate Mac's.. At this hour. Haha, work was alright, just that there was so much to do! Havent exactly finish all the work though. Can't wait to get BoA's new album, "Outgrow". Altho i have all of the songs in my com already :) Heh, I still support her original cds!

The arcades really do know how to earn $.. Mart caught a Dumbo for me. It's really cute! There's this Mickey Mouse light thingy where babies usually like, on it iin the dark and pictures will reflect slowly on the wall :) It's kinda expensive if u buy it outside, but Mart caught it at around 10 bucks? Heh.. Lucky lucky :)

I'll be going to the Food Fair at Suntec tmr.. Hopefully there'll be good food? haha, but most of the time, it's always the usual food that they sell at food fairs. :P

I've got this really nice story here :) Got it from a fren's website..

Why do women cry?

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "
All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God.
When God got on the phone, he asked,"God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said"When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

:)

2006-03-16T23:18:00.000+08:00